today is a really really really HORRIBLE day . well my dad broke my mum's glass . so they quarreled . then my DAD well threw a tantrum . . . broke a whole cupboard of glasses and cups , and the table's glass cover . my crazy brother took pictures of the "crime scene " . -.- but seriosly , you should have seen my dad's eyes . they were really well . . . ANGRY . so i couldn't help it . i cried . man , i'm so vulnerable . got over it now . but . . . mum and dad are not talking . maybe they'll be sleeping in different rooms . this is so SICK . -.- i hate it . lindsay lohan has this song called Confessions of a Broken Heart it really suits the mood . . .

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, thats what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you,
I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart

Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..