UNINSPIRED; wont blog until I find a need to. So long.
To think that...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
someone else to cling to.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
I'VE A SOFT SPOT FOR PSYCHOLOGY. I find it a pleasure to listen to people's life and problems. Come find me if you have something troubling you. (: I find the human mind very intruiging. My alter ego, LADY HUDA, will make a great psychiatrist. I'm pretty sure not many had met her before though. HAHA.
I'm dead beat by the end of the week, mainly because of the cca recruitment drive. The main cause was because of my fellow friends from this particular group. I've always admired them for I saw them as one whole and united team. But for now, their unity is slowly crumbling because of misunderstandings. I can only hope for them to quickly solve whatever corcerns they may have accumulated during the past days, or maybe years. PLEASE, pull yourselves together. I beg you.
I'm dead beat by the end of the week, mainly because of the cca recruitment drive. The main cause was because of my fellow friends from this particular group. I've always admired them for I saw them as one whole and united team. But for now, their unity is slowly crumbling because of misunderstandings. I can only hope for them to quickly solve whatever corcerns they may have accumulated during the past days, or maybe years. PLEASE, pull yourselves together. I beg you.
we've got the fever.
Monday, January 08, 2007
I decided to TRY to be more cool and less loud today. I TRIED to smile and laugh less. Yes, I did try! Maybe I should make it a habit. Every day I would start to lose friends, but real friends are those that stick by you in moments like this. Real friends will bother to ask, "where were you?" and "is anything wrong?". I'm hoping to have those kind of friends. And, I do have a handful. (:
Sec 1 recruitment drive. I didn't bother to make an effort to wear my full-u just to do a crummy cheer. I didn't have the heart. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE is all they needed to attract those Sec 1 attentions, so let them be. The three of us went around looking at the different UGs stations. I was astounded by the SCOUTS structures, which was way impressive compared to the other 2 CCAs in the field. And NCC should have done rifle drills! They had the gloves and the rifles, all they need to do is some fancy drills. (: Go, KAHMING! Haha.
Once again, I'm sorry for not being there. I know we had a promise to SHINE in this CCA since it is our final year. But I really wasn't at all keen of doing so. I felt every bit underappreciated after all that I had surrendered my mind, body and soul to. I know I must be optimistic, but honestly I can't. I hope you become a staff sergeant. Cause I truly believe you deserve every single stroke on your rank.
Sec 1 recruitment drive. I didn't bother to make an effort to wear my full-u just to do a crummy cheer. I didn't have the heart. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE is all they needed to attract those Sec 1 attentions, so let them be. The three of us went around looking at the different UGs stations. I was astounded by the SCOUTS structures, which was way impressive compared to the other 2 CCAs in the field. And NCC should have done rifle drills! They had the gloves and the rifles, all they need to do is some fancy drills. (: Go, KAHMING! Haha.
Once again, I'm sorry for not being there. I know we had a promise to SHINE in this CCA since it is our final year. But I really wasn't at all keen of doing so. I felt every bit underappreciated after all that I had surrendered my mind, body and soul to. I know I must be optimistic, but honestly I can't. I hope you become a staff sergeant. Cause I truly believe you deserve every single stroke on your rank.
OH adrienne.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Hey. I'm dead bored and dying to do something that will mentally challenge me. Reading a book is simply too challenging for someone like me. And I will fall asleep if I revise my studies. So, BLOGGING is next to nothing! (: Anyway, I wanted to revisit my new year's resolutions. I had no choice but to strike out a couple of them...ARGH!
1 I pledge to eat at least 2 proper meals a day.
4 I pledge to drink more mineral water than green tea.
7 I pledge not to stay on the computer for more than 5 hours a day.
10 I pledge to be more quiet, less outspoken.
13 I pledge to speak the truth, and nothing but the truth. (:
I broke so many resolutions already. AT LEAST I'M HONEST! I hate no.10 a lot. Cause I had no choice but to act friendly in front of the sec 1s. BOO to them for making me break one of my resolutions. And no.7 was because I was too engrossed watching PRIDE&PREJUDICE in the comp. I keep repeating particular parts, again and again. I couldn't help it. The show is really nice to watch. Mr Darcy is such an eye-candy. (: Anyway, I like all the men in the show. Well, their manners at least. MEN NOW NEED TO BE MORE GENTLEMAN-LIKE! Anyway, I intend to watch it again, after this. (: OH. Girls should watch it so that they will fall madly in love with MR DARCY. Guys should watch so that they will understand that you don't need to be all smoochy and disgusting to show affections to a girl.
Men should have sideburns! HAHA.
1 I pledge to eat at least 2 proper meals a day.
4 I pledge to drink more mineral water than green tea.
7 I pledge not to stay on the computer for more than 5 hours a day.
10 I pledge to be more quiet, less outspoken.
13 I pledge to speak the truth, and nothing but the truth. (:
I broke so many resolutions already. AT LEAST I'M HONEST! I hate no.10 a lot. Cause I had no choice but to act friendly in front of the sec 1s. BOO to them for making me break one of my resolutions. And no.7 was because I was too engrossed watching PRIDE&PREJUDICE in the comp. I keep repeating particular parts, again and again. I couldn't help it. The show is really nice to watch. Mr Darcy is such an eye-candy. (: Anyway, I like all the men in the show. Well, their manners at least. MEN NOW NEED TO BE MORE GENTLEMAN-LIKE! Anyway, I intend to watch it again, after this. (: OH. Girls should watch it so that they will fall madly in love with MR DARCY. Guys should watch so that they will understand that you don't need to be all smoochy and disgusting to show affections to a girl.
Men should have sideburns! HAHA.
oblivious.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
I keep thinking to myself. Why are people so ignorant these days? Why are every one so selfish and only care about THEIR OWN well-being? No denying, I believe I'm ever so selfish and ignorant, at times. Here's what got me feeling this way:
Today, stayed back for Sec 1 Orientation. Anyway, lijuan passed me 2 pieces of paper for CHEMISTRY. I wanted to walk out for a while. So, I left the papers in the hall, and used a black water bottle as a form of weight. I came back, blah blah blah...IT RAINED! I looked for my paper, IT WASN'T THERE. Neither was the bottle. (By this time, I might have used vulgarities to describe how pissed I was. But, I WON'T!) (: HAHA. We were at the hall. One of the paper was at the bball court. The other one was outside the hall. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, IT WAS RAINING! My paper got wet! URGH. How disgusted I was to know of the existence of such people.
Anyway, I was extremely grateful that PSYDUCKIE was there. She helped me blow the papers dry. (: Yes, manually blow dry the paper with our BREATH. It miraculously worked. oh I LOVE YOU, and I mean it.
I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have used the bottle as paper weight. I am foolish. And to that someone who helpfully said, "I saw two papers flying out." URGH. Thanks a lot for the info. I could see that you really care... Ignorant. Selfish. Careless. People are so covered with flaws. And yet, why don't we ever admit it?
Today, stayed back for Sec 1 Orientation. Anyway, lijuan passed me 2 pieces of paper for CHEMISTRY. I wanted to walk out for a while. So, I left the papers in the hall, and used a black water bottle as a form of weight. I came back, blah blah blah...IT RAINED! I looked for my paper, IT WASN'T THERE. Neither was the bottle. (By this time, I might have used vulgarities to describe how pissed I was. But, I WON'T!) (: HAHA. We were at the hall. One of the paper was at the bball court. The other one was outside the hall. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, IT WAS RAINING! My paper got wet! URGH. How disgusted I was to know of the existence of such people.
Anyway, I was extremely grateful that PSYDUCKIE was there. She helped me blow the papers dry. (: Yes, manually blow dry the paper with our BREATH. It miraculously worked. oh I LOVE YOU, and I mean it.
I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have used the bottle as paper weight. I am foolish. And to that someone who helpfully said, "I saw two papers flying out." URGH. Thanks a lot for the info. I could see that you really care... Ignorant. Selfish. Careless. People are so covered with flaws. And yet, why don't we ever admit it?
