Haha. I've not surfed the net for 7 LONG, DREADFUL days. For that 7 LONG, DREADFUL days, I got insomnia for some VERY WEIRD REASONS. Cause certain issues keep popping up into my mind. GOODNESS. I made a promise to myself for not doing so. Thus, I didn't update my blog. (: I HAVE MY REASONS.


Anyway, it's going to be a new year soon. Does anyone realise that time fly by really fast these days? If no, you should seriously do a reality check and reflect on what you've actually achieved this year. (:


Anyway, I must have my new year's resolutions up. After that I will willingly share some photos which I so totally cherish THIS YEAR. yippee. It's 1++ am and I'm doing this. AWESOME... the intensity increases as the number increases.


₁ I pledge to eat at least 2 proper meals a day.
₂ I pledge to wear my collar badge every time I wear my school uniform, no matter how lame it may be.
₃ I pledge to not use vulgarities in my posts. (Verbal is still allowed!)
₄ I pledge to drink more mineral water than green tea.
₅ I pledge to get at least a silver for my NAFA.
₆ I pledge to keep my hair long.
₇ I pledge not to stay on the computer for more than 5 hours a day.
₈ I pledge TRY to control my mood swings.
₉ I pledge to study REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HARD for my O-levels.
₁₀ I pledge to be more quiet, less outspoken.
₁₁ I pledge to make full use of every opportunity for me to shine in my CCAs.
₁₂ I pledge to be in good terms with every person whom I have shown dislike to this year, and be nice to every one else too.
₁₃ I pledge to speak the truth, and nothing but the truth. (:
₁₄ I pledge to treat others the way they treat me.
₁₅ I pledge to NOT be reliant on anybody, anything.
₁₆ I pledge to have that someone worth living for always on my mind.
₁₇ I pledge to be keep sane even if something REALLY displeasing happens.
₁₈ I pledge to prove those non-believers wrong, and that I am able to do something right.
₁₉ I pledge to NOT to ever trust. (not fully.)


I think that's all. But I highly doubt that I would EVER be able to accomplish all. (: IMPOSSIBLE. anyway, some REALLY RANDOM pictures to cure your sore eyes from reading all the letters and words.




Anybody remembered my BUTTON pencil case?




Who could ever forget a place like Cameron...




I remembered peeing in my pants. (:




MASHIMARO bedroom slippers!




EdnaSIA made it. (:




960. (:




It got stuck to the table cause I put glue on the underside.




Gang raped, he was a good boy.




Only WE know how deep a scar THIS had carved in our hearts.




CAPTAIN PLANET!




The puzzle we're DAMN PROUD of.




D-TECT. Best group for we had team-spirit.




The ever beautiful sunset.




The four of us. Memories of the way we were.




DUO BESTIES. United we stand, UNITED we shall fall.




JIAYING. It was worth it having you around.




SHAOHUI. I'm willing to let loose with you around.




REBECCA. Chansey and our night talks.




GHIMHONG. You were there to mend my broken hopes.




CHINKIANG. polikiang.




CALEB. Short lil classmate.



BI XIA. I pour my heart out to you.



The sky couldn't look so beautiful.


I shall stop. I bet this page might lag already. (:

DAMN laa. some asshole BOOKSHOP uncle made me fking pissed sia. HE IS SO DISGUSTING, i almost died puking blood internally. (: good thing i didnt throw the books in his face and force him to reconfigure his face. cause got alvin and yisin. MUST SET GOOD EXAMPLE FOR TALL PEOPLE. BT THE OLD MAN STILL NEEDS TO UNDER GO PLASTIC SURGERY THOUGH. blah. and it's like raining non-stop.


anyway, the memory of the recent campfire is slowly depleting from my brain. AHHHH. I'M GLAD IT'S OVER!. but, i'm still dissatisfied with somethings.


The EMCEES were bad!

oh come on. DONT YOU EVER EVER CRITISIZE SOMEONE IF YOU HAVE NEVER EVER DONE IT YOURSELF. Let me see you do a WAY better job of controlling and pleasing a crowd of people. so they made mistakes. I'M VERY PROUD OF THEM. if you have not seen the script, then you wouldnt have known tt half the time they improvised themselves. if you think you could have done a better job, then you should have volunteered yourself as the emcee. furthermore, this is our first time inviting strangers. and the person who gave the idea didnt even attend it. WTF?!? DONT BLAME OTHERS WHEN SOMETHING FAILS.


You spent too much time on the structure!

DAMN laa. we did absolutely nothing on the 1st day lor. and for goodness sake, IT RAINED MANY TIMES. the 2nd day was a chore cause it rained then stopped. and it happened many times. we had to rush into the field to take away any important stuff. and also save the firewood etc. GUESS WHAT? we barely had any help. i think only 3 people or so helped to arrange the benches. we chiong the 2nd day lor. not only did we have the CAMPFIRE to think about, we had a CAMP to run and ACTIVITES to help out with. so, if you EVER blame the campfire committee for the failure of this campfire, YOU ARE SO WRONG. DID YOU THINK WE HAVE A LOT OF HELP? there are some people just lazing around, sleeping. so what if you slept late? EVERY ONE ELSE SLEPT ARD THE SAME TIME. and those people who thought, "It wasnt my fault it failed." fk laa. in the first place you did NOTHING to help.


URGH. i think that's for now. i'm still paying back my sleep debts. (: anyway, if anyone feels offended, just say lor. MAYBE I'M REALLY TALKING ABT YOU. HAHA! dont mind me. i'm just VERY paranoid these days okay. CERTAIN PEOPLE JUST DONT DESERVE THE CREDIT THAT THEY GOT.

FK ah. yesterday came back from from NCO camp. the supposedly highlight of the whole camp, CAMPFIRE was like a failure. and after that every one was disheartened and there are people who started crying and getting emotional. i broke a lightstick and the liquid inside started to leak. but i didnt care. SORRY, to the special program not being so well-played. every one wasnt in the mood alright. you dont need to say sorry, i was at fault too.


now, time to get dirty. WAH BIG FK AH? come and jeopardize people's campfire. do the cheer so fast. I know laa, you guys are the pro in all these, but the least you could do was show us some respect. and SO WHAT IF THE FKING VIDEO TRIBUTE SONG WAS THE SAME? like that also want to angry. my FKING FOOT AH. seriously, what for get all fussed up about a song? AS IF WE ALL KNOW. it's either you guys were trying to help us or the opposite. but nonetheless, you should have at least RESPECTED us. like you wont get FKED if people come and do their own thing. FK AH.


BLOODY HELL ah. so people will only get credit for their hard work is something succeeds. FK AH. since this thing failed, you lost faith in us. if let us do something, CONFIRM FAIL ah. FK AH. i know last years all were a success. GUESS WHAT?!? we were already struggling. the least you could do was give us some FKING encouragement. not FKING bring us down. always same people get credit. those people REALLY working, you never see. some people FKING busy walk here and there. carry benches and tables. clean poncho. pick up rubbish. YOU NEVER SEE. then got people FK AH, still can sleep. like we not human like that. FK AH. people sprain also you wont know. it was FKING red and the benches were rusty. FK AH. still can play, you thing SOLO the bench carry ard fun ah. FK it man. we want to quickly get it done. hold back pain lor. then see you sleeping in the canteen, you think you so good ah. FK ah. go laa. get your credit. YOU ALWAYS will.

today is camp. IT'S LIKE 1.55AM! CRAP. and we have to fall in at 6.15am. -.- which is simply impossible cause i always wake up at 6am. UNLESS I DONT BATHE! but, hygiene is very important. (: forget it. i'm like some grumpy old woman who just had menopause or something. KEEP SHOUTING. -.-


SEE YOU AT CAMPFIRE KIDS.

haha. went to sentosa AGAIN, the next day. (: BUT this time with the family. anyway, got to try a lot of things I've never tried before. Anyway, recently my family has been rather bonded. we go out TOGETHER. The five of us. and I JUST LOVE IT laa. (: back to sentosa... first thing we tried was the CARLSBERG SKY TOWER. haha. the ticket was DAMN EXPENSIVE. and, in my opinion, it wasnt worth the $$$.




OOH. It looks damn grand.




SKYLINE view of siloso beach. (:


haha. I was bored laa. so we went to this IMAGES OF SINGAPORE museum. guess what? We got a discount. (: the person made a mistake and we ended up paying only $2.00 each. the ticket cost like $10 like that. (: WTH. SOME LUCK!




The show was cool. VERY high tech. (:




WHEE. I dont know if sitting on the exhibition is allowed. (:




WAYANG KULIT.


ANYWAY, the museum was nice. there was this mannequin. WTH. it was moving. and i felt a weird vibe from it. My mum wanted to touch it. and suddenly, it moved. IT WAS A REAL PERSON. She was startled. (: He looked like a real mannequin laa. HAHA. He let us play with the crates. (: One of the mannequin looked like my uncle. FREAKY. (:


after that, went to watch the 4D MAGIX thing. haha. (: The show was REALLY COOL. It was nice. and i love the effects. BUT I HATE THE CRAB EFFECT! You should watch it. It's worth the $$$. (: HAHA.




Pirates. (:


went home after that. we took the CABLE CAR. WOO. first time. (:




cool house.




WE CAN SEE VIVO!


I ENJOYED IT ALOT BABY! (: pls dont go to VIVO just to eat, the place there was like packed. -.-

1 days rest. then, got another camp. weichong looked shocked when he saw me in school again. -.- WTH. anyway, i was in group D-TECT. I knew almost every one already, I think. Melvin was in my group, and he SLACKED THE LEAST. he was TOTALLY ENTHU. -.- anyway. FLAG-MAKING. I was very happy cause the flag turned out great. IT WAS DEFINATELY A GROUP'S EFFORT. (:




Group flag. (:


after that, we played some game. it was like a minefield - made out of newspaper! anyway, i hit a lot of the balls. but they never pull me out. (: HAHA. then, in the end. had to do this jump. final obstacle? I dont know. I just try to jump as far as possible. WTH. -.-


then prepared for NIGHT TOUR. I was excited, cause the last time we went was very fun. (: but tiring laa. anyway, went to lots of places. (: but what i liked most was...WATCHING HAPPY FEET. i loved it laa. who cares if it gets low ratings from the media. MUMBLE is sexy. but RAMON is still the best. (: too bad I fell asleep and missed the ending. -.-


anyway. the next day we had AMAZING RACE at sentosa. the funniest thing was that our station master was CALEB. and he took the wrong bus, ended up we taking the same bus as him. -.- WTH.




GUANHUI! melvin was NOT SLACKING, as usual.




D-TECTers. (:


anyway, had to complete 8 stations. xiuli and me wet our shoes for the 2nd station. ended up walking/running/jumping/jogging barefoot for the whole amazing race. But, the feeling was really great. I didnt have any cuts somehow. BLESSED. (: anyway, we were on a roll. our team was doing great and we completed each stations very fast. (: I loved going to the DRAGON'S TRAIL. xiuli and me were chiong-ing lor. we were the first two, barefooted leaders. DAMN. it was damn scary laa. running alone. but I felt very light. and i know, you're watching over me.




ROCK DRAGON.




EARTH DRAGON? HAHA. it looks very scary.


well, the amazing race was enlightening. (: especially the experience. BEING BAREFOOTED. (: yuanxin, xiuli and me were bored. so we went to the tower. there's a bridge there. (: WE RAN ALL THE WAY ON THE BRIDGE. it was great laa. had laughs and just mindless fun. we watched the sun set there. (: I LOVE the sunset.




WOAH.


next day, went home. break camp. enlightening experience. (:

heck. First thing come school, had np meeting. worst of all, i was carrying a GREY BIG BULKY bag. haha. & I didnt bring sleeping bag. I'm an outdoors kid! anyway, had to attend this course laa. It was part of the camp. (: GOODNESS.


met with my group members. (: at first, quite sian laa. nobody talking. -.- just sarah and me crapping. Named ourselves CAPTAIN PLANET! Haha. Then, had games. there was this game called MISS/MR COUNCILLOR. chinkiang became our group's model. SEXY. and this acting game. HAHA. our group did the BEST. and EDNA was the best actress.




He was supposed to be a knight with a wizard hat. -.-




DAMN SEXY.




CAPTAIN PLANET-ers. (:


anyway, had a great night sleep. YIRUI AND LILING were damn nice laa. they sacrificed their tshirt as a blanket for me. LOL. i was sleeping on a poncho and wearing some pants. -.- HAHA. BLESS THEM. i am touched. morning came. i was kind in a bad mood because of some dude. But I was fine in the end. (:

AMAZING RACE. HOHO. It was in little india. We were lost dogs. (: and as PROUD SINGAPOREANS, we asked foreigners the way to our first destination. AWESOME. (:




PICTURE with foreigners.




CALLY teh tarik-ing.




COOL PIC. (:


had a great time at camp. (:

i got back from BATAM already. It was only a one-day tour. But I still like it none the less. Nothing much, just eat&shop the whole time. (: LAZY to upload the photos. Starting from tomorrow, I would be VERY BUSY. So long...

today was a slacking day. (: just check proposals. anyway, my plan to peek at the SPECIAL PROGRAM failed. DAMN those training officers. GRR. CHANSEY brought this 1000 pieces NARUTO puzzle. haha. started with michelle tze, peishan, sue & angerlina. i took over michelle's place. it rocked laa. cause peishan was going mad trying to complete her area. -.- WTH. and i thought doing a puzzle was supposed to be RELAXING. then people come and go. even weisiong sir tried to complete it. LOL.


anyway, we COMPLETED IT! WHEE. angerlina, bear and me were DAMN excited lor. so we took pics. (:




REJOICE!




Crazy woman wear 3 headbands.

yesterday went to watch JACK and the BEANSPROUT. or also known as jack and the taugeh. (: HAHA. The show was damn nice. and JACK is hot, from far. HAHA. what makes the show freakin nice is the fact they have localised it. singlish used here and there. the songs were very singaporean but it was nice. the costumes were OUTRAGEOUS. the props TOO! and miss aidli was inside.


the show ended damn late. around 10++. -.- so nadiah, afidah and me were lost dogs in BUGIS. wth. haha. saw gabriel at hougang interchange. LOL.





- he makes me sentimental.

i've got the pictures for the class chalet uploaded early. but i only came on the 2nd day, so not much to talk about laa.


i walked ALL THE WAY from the interchange to the chalet place leh. I WILL PROVE IT!





nothing much happened in the afternoon. every one was slacking. but i heard news that the boys went swimming in the pool, HALF-NAKED!! HAHA. EWW. gruesome sight. afidah said some of them DAMN SKINNY. goodness. mr chong also came. anyway, some pictures:



SHU with lots of balloons.


well, during the BBQ... shu, afidah and me went out to eat. BLAH. ): the BOYS were busy playing on jerome's PS2. IT'S LIKE DAMN THIN LAA, THAT TECH TOY! went up to the bunk to rest. chin was sick. ): anyway, went for KBOX-ing in the room. with MR SOON HOCK.



guitar PROs.



some SICK dude.


anyway, it got late. suddenly, two weird figures came. MS ONG AND MDM NG. blah. MS ONG rebonded and cut her hair. suit her face laa. played games. and WATER BALLOON. blah. in the end, we ended up cleaning the chalet. -.- and i stepped on charcoal. WTH.



gossip QUEENS.



some SICK dude.



joseph bothered to smile at the camera. WOAH!



the pink thing is the balloon we burst while hwaleong was holding it.



i thought he died.


every one was tired. NIGHT WALK around the pool and the chalet. isaac was so retarded. bless the dude. dumb TERENCE keep playing with his lighter. in the end, EVERY ONE SLEPT! woke up. i saw isaac outside, emo-ing. LOL. watched barney. then we went home. (:



TERENCE shirt very sexy. (: