i'm not going to commit suicide. just thought putting that as the title is COOL. -.- anyway, i totally dont enjoy holidays. MAINLY, there are MORE homework. i actually thought we had a one week holiday. but it is only 4 DAYS. i'm still suffering from the holiday blues. CRAZY migrain. life can never be so perfect.

anyways.

why tell the world about your problems?
why make our world go down and crumble?
suit yourself that you are sad
but hear me out, I COULDN'T CARE!

the problems you went through,
are caused by someone called YOU.
just like quicksand which pulls anyone down,
you're the same but with hair and one big fat frown.

i'm not dissing my guts out at you,
but if i dont, you wouldnt have a clue.
those who CARED were just wasting their time
cause she is oh so FINE.

the world revolves around the sun, but you're not the SUN.
you're just named after one.
someone who is truly hurt is the one who tries,
to keep a frown to herself and change it with a smile.

just being nice and honest is hard enough
try making a movie of all the drama in your life.
i'm saying this straight from my heart
change now or kebiasaan kau akan melekat!

that feels better. the last few words are malay. so, dont bother. if you are the few people who reads my post, dont tell anyone if you know who i'm writing about. bah. why bother? i'm just letting my feelings free. let it flow laa. (: dont want this person to be in my life anymore. just 2 more years to go...

awesome day laa. (: very HORNY LOUD and HYPER. lol. school was okay. but after school was the best laa.

during CME, the guys steamed in class. -.- Laugh at their own jokes. LOL? as if! after that, went to computer lab to use internet. (: flooded felix's board. then zhiYung go and come into the lab. all of us go and use WEB Messanger. which is like UBER slow. LOL.

night time chat rocks. chatted on jiaying's tagbaord. (: LOLS.

i do agree with pauline. so many people are posting depressing stuff on their blog. but even i cant help it sometimes. ):

anyway. sooner or later, no more BROADBAND for me. meaning no more high-speed INTERNET. ahh. wth. i will die. no more MAPLE and no more blogging. sheesh. just because my bro needs the cash for university. wth. -.-

i'm so addicted to this AQUALUNG song laa. "Brighter than Sunshine" i can keep playing it forever pls. (:

p.s. friday afternoon BIO lesson rocks cause __________. (:

today, very sian laa. TRIPLE science day. ): can die laa. during SPA Chemistry, me and yuanXin are like laughing at each other everytime laa. (: LOL. she is uber funny k. then, one time i go and say MR gan face so XIALAN. she laugh super loud laa. then MR gan was like starring at her. LOL. playing with the burette rocks laa. especially squeezing rubber end. LOL.

after school got humanities laa. no SEC 1s join. LOL. but we dont care laa. then got that jieSheng and Julius and friends that came to the party. lots of food okay. (: had to call out each other's name, but obviously we know each other. except for some. LOL. than got this like pictogram game. my group DON'T KNOW won okay. they never share MERCI with me laa. (: wth.

then, still got DRAMA. went through the lines. kahMing never come. wth. wasi also never come. maybe late? LOL.

after that, got BIO lesson. fridays are like super busy for me laa. rush here and there. i came late for BIO lor. but felix didnt even come okay! terence is super horny okay. (: LOL.

anyway. when i went home. i didnt bring my key. my bro was like sleeping like a log. so when i clicked the bell, no response. so XIALAN laa. waited for an hour like that. 7++ then went up. WTH laa... (:

haha. got a warning from MDM Chia for not tucking in my shirt properly... -.-||| wth. wan wen also kana sia.

i'm going insane with my homework laa. SETS is getting a little bit too confusing... must read more. i got an E for my 2nd Maths homework... WTH?!? anyway, my TALLIE partner joseph is like super guai lor. got an A. SHEESH. and he keep on talking to himself during maths. or probably i wasnt listening when he talk to me. xD LOL. JOSEPH talk to me okay!

anyway, after school did planning for the class board. thought of these kind of GREEK pillars. looks quite cool laa... i think? but i dont think the class bothers about the board. 4e5 got one of the best BOARDS ever. (: it's super nice. especially the board behind. GOOD JOB. (:

after that, helped JOJO and HuiJuian with the chinese new year deco. me nadiah and afidah were slacking most of the time. and these 2 wushu boys keep on disturbing me. wth. said i got smelly palm. :P LOL. then i smell laa but one of them go and hit my hand, and i HIT MY FACE. (: LOL.

i love my SNOWFLAKES. xD

i'm too lazy to blog these days, but since i already completed my MATHS homeworkS... why not? actually, i dont see a point in having a blog laa. especially someone like me. does anyone even READ my post? the correct answer should be NO!

anyway, school was SUPER tiring today. lots of PHYSICAL training. finally laa. i'm really undertrained during the holidays. (: PE rocks. pumping rocks. running rocks. i'm super hyper today laa. when doing the shuttle run, me and karen were neck to neck. SHE ROCKS pls. (: yes, you karen! YOU ROCK. (:

anyway, joseph isnt so bad laa. i just realised... after being classmates with him for 3 YEARS?!? surprisingly. -.- but he react sometimes very S L O W. LOL. i wonder how he pass his NCC promotion test. I WONDER... xD

NP training rocks laa. PT is super funny laa. cause the geraldine mam was shouting like hell laa cause we cant hear her. and she kept on going FURTHER and FURTHER. errr?!? then we run around the school doing some CHEERS. lol. we sang the school song. WTH. joel sir was super adorable laa. before he was crying... wth. poor thing. OH WELL. after that he seem fine, cause we, eagles, were so LAME. (:

i guess that's all? astrology is very interesting pls. TAURUS is like the best kind of people for me. (: LOL. caleb and hong cherh are both taurus. 2 horns. ARIES also got two horns. then, we also 1991. LOL. sheep year. WOOHOO. super horny laa. (:

what the hell pls. ): i have to sit with JOSEPH. yes, the guy in my class who barely talks. i almost fell asleep in class laa cause i was bored out of my mind. -.- LOL. my view of terence's head is so "AWESOME" laa. barely can see the board. THER LIH is sitting next to terence who is sitting in front of me. (: LOL.

anyway, i'm so dying laa. JOSEPH barely talks. KILL ME. he did talk once in a while especially when i'm totally dumbfounded in PHYSICS. he rocks? who knows...

the noticeboard is so -.- pls. mdm chia only gave the noticeboard ppl 3 colours of choice to use. so i PSYCHO them with my ridiculous ideas. LOL. zack and ther lih are so funny working together laa. i dont even know how those two became part of this. -.- WTH. those in 3e1. be surprised when you come to school tomorrow. (: is SO ______ pls. -.-|||

today is really great pls. had some rest. but still got these EYEBAGS under my eyes. too STRESSED out about school and life and all that... wth.

i'm so used to rotting at home... but today had to go out and buy STUFF. and junk food cause i ran out. guess what? i saw HAM. yes. that short little guy in 3e4, i think? he has that brownish hair... wth. and SAMUEL LIM in NTUC. shopping with his mummy. his such a sotong pls. he keep on hitting ppl with his trolley of DOOM and saying sorry in his ________ accent laa. wth.

why only ONE DAY of rest? why not ONE WEEK? the weather is like so cool laa. (: i wear a WOOLEN sweater at home. i have this HORRIBLE headache since last week. who knows what is wrong with me... WTH?!? xD

first day rocked. but NOT the diagnostic test pls. ): anyway, spent WHOLE day with the Sec 1s. they are DAMN adorable laa. and short too. first class was with 1T1. okay laa. some "quite" enthusiatic but then... got one that is like so ________. (: he like button his top collar which is like so funny. oh well.

i'm so "lucky"? everytime stuck with all the boys. but 1E1 rocks laa. the guys are all so funny. when playing ZIP ZAP ZOP. they keep on sabo-ing me. wth. -.- Amazing race and we all clocked in withing 9min 50s. (: not bad. we ran like MAD. and i told them the answer for the 2 phrases cause they were just under their noses. HAHA. i'm a good peer leader.

after school is so MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY demanding. need to do the diagnostic test cause missed it earlier. what the hell. FOOTBALL RIOTS?!? i was so tired and we need to do this thing about riots. retarded... then still got NPCC. too lazy to change to PT Kit. (: i just looked extra in my school uniform. i felt like one of the Sec 2s. they cancelled the rope obstacles. so we had to do MINI rope obs display which is like so last minute. needed to finish TODAY actually, but i guess we still got tomorrow. HELP!!!

oh yah. i'm in SEC 3. xD WOOHOO!