i NEVER want to let go. 2005 has been a roller coaster ride that i NEVER want to end. i do need some toilet breaks and leave MODERN DANCE and also all my wonderful friends there. but when you gotta go, you gotta go. it's hard to let go off your PAST. REALLY REALLY had. but that's what a blog is for right? to SEAL all your memories in place forever... i think.

there's so MANY people that have made 2005 so much easier. those that help me share the weight i carried on my shoulders. my MODERN DANCE crew. (: NPCC eagles + falcons + gryphons + the rest. (: 2e1 PUNKERS. HUMANITIES camp '05. DRAMA club members (MADAM MA's mansion). those involved in HERITAGE CITY DESIGN. everyone that helped me make through life, THANK YOU so very much. (: oh yah. not forgetting, HARRY POTTER craze that made me a bunch of new friends too. and especially, that SASH guy who will always leave me feeling so _________. (:

i'm coming 2006. a sweet KISS goodbye to my 2005.

well, it's...


CHRISTMAS!


haha. JOJO and me were counting down the minutes until christmas. we ROCK pls. she is like so "funky". (:

anyway, spent the whole day EATING and watching lots of TV. heavenly yeah? ate up all the JUNK food at home. i'm a PIG cause i'm trying to gain weight. (: don't i rock. everyone's working so hard to lose weight and i do the opposite. SLAP me. -.- watched SANTA CLAUSE & SANTA CLAUSE 2. bernard is HOT (for an elf). (:

since i got nothing much (or better) to do, i decided to THINK. (: amazing huh? it beats reading any of my textbooks. ALOT to think about... for example:

• SEC 1 Orientation (NPCC + DRAMA + HUMANITIES + PEER LEADER) priority to NPCC. (: new found respect for it... haha. i thought of ALOT of ideas. but who will listen to me?
  
• Sport's Day. Crazy huh? I seriously want NEPTUNE to win more than just CHEERLEADING. eventhough, that's better than nothing. but there's no more Azizul. AHHH.
  
• Sec 1 NP Orientation Camp. we need to make something grand for the recruitment to be successful. STRIKE this out first.
  
• make a list of things i NEED for the school year. it's an INFINITE list of things... most are WANTS. (:
  

i never realised how a day of boredom can be so... FRUITFUL? actually, i had to go to this wedding but, i overslept. (: WOOHOO? let's start 2006 with a BANG! (:

i definately enjoyed the camp. LOVED it. the most memorable and toughest. just the way i like it. (: overlooking the sore thighs and stomach, it simply is the BEST. kudos (or is it a C?) to the FALCONS for organizing it so well.

let's begin. a group of 12 ppl of different characters, potential and strengths. stuck with suriani shaoHui jacqueline ziLing michelle alvinYEOW willie leonard erasmus yeTong jerome for 3 days and 2 nights. no ice-breaking games cause we know each other already. (: first we had to name our group. we're in group 2/B/IT! yes, we called ourselves IT. haha. actually my mind is like so very fogged up right now. (: and i forgot some parts. but there is ROPE OBSTACLES. we had to do the vertical rope pull. nobody can do it except for alvin in the end. vincent sir is so DAMN pro laa. he kept on doing it AGAIN and AGAIN. so action. -.- cheryl also was there. she like ROCKS to the core. (: then had this learning thing which taught us ALOT laa. (: at night we built the BASHA. all the girls were like totally bonding and cooperating. (: then ard 2AM have sentry duty... (:

morning began with PT that eagles had to plan. after that got HUNT or whatever you call it. first we had go to IMH. cool right. went all around it to realise there was a short cut which will only take 5 mins like that. and we took 30mins like that. (: the game was traffic light and we like so called got a "CHEAT". i think. spend 1hour plus there. haha. after that went to hougang stadium. had to find an envelope with our group name. erasmus found it. then had to explain to JEROME the word knowledge without saying it. (: in the end did forfeit and had to use our BUTTS to spell it out. but we just used our body in the end lor. after that went to school. on the way we saw a condom and it looks used. GROSS. nicholas sir was so excited about it. :P we the had to go to school after that. played this trust and care game. since it was already 11.15am we just had to forget about going to our last station. (: after that rope obstacles. ROPE TRANSFER is so easy. (: shermaine MAM (this looks wrong) is just so adorable. then had RT. alot of casualties because the training was REALLY brutal, i tell you.

forget all the rest for day 2. (: CAMPFIRE was the highlight of the day. at first it was a bit dull. group FLAMES skit is very good. your shadow print is on my shadow joel was like so funny saying that. after that group IT. i was so nervous. at first, boring cause i was just standing there. haha. i was so ________ laa. (: but they all said i did okay laa. (: haha. then some cheers/songs in between of everything. after that group REVOLUTION. andrew is so funny pls. then finally group ENERGETIC. but the most memorable was when they showed the VIDEOS. the girls most of them CRIED. willie didnt want to cry cause he said he's a MAN. we did this short thing where we shout we love you mr chua. and all of us were sitting in a heart. (: it looked perfect pls. after all the crying we sang this really touching song by ENERGY. although only shaoHui knew how to REALLY sing it, we just stood there most of us STILL crying. AHHH. but then, came the TECHNO______. whatever they're called. me and shaoHui were screaming so loudly when they were dancing to the MIAHI song. you that catchy techno song. we danced like crazy. the HEY YA! played, and we danced somemore. really, really MEMORABLE. (: priceless.

next day. PT again. hwaLeong like SABO-ed me. then i just looked dumb at the front. ahh. (: AREA CLEANING is so energy draining. we cleaned the sink, they dirty it again. (: we sweep the dirt from the floor, the wind helped to blow more back in. ahh. i'm so DRAINED. a group of us had to SCRUB all the mass tins. our muscles ached since we were trying to finish scrubing around 64 mass tins within 30 mins+ like that. after that, played this water game. lol. i was like so unlucky, my first cup like spilled all over me. in the end, we just played with water laa. everyone was SOAKING in the end. after that prize presentation. hwaLeong won BEST MALE CAMPER then kana splashed with water. then peiShan won BEST FEMALE CAMPER. kana splashed also. and you know what? group IT won BEST GROUP and all 12 of us got splashed. my pants like got hole when i stood up. -.- my underwear was like WET pls.

after we BREAK camp. juliana nadiah joel shaoHui and me went to KFC. stinking up the place. (: we were like laughing to badly. (: talked about the camp, campfire and PUBIC hair. lol.

NCO CAMP '05 ROCKS!

3 more days of camping to go through... but this time will be more strict. i'll probably get MUCH darker. YAY? haha. TORTURE camp for 3 DAYS. AHHH. HELP ME. finally finished packing my bag. and i'm bringing this HUGA Louis Vuitton paper bag. we are having our promotion test on the first day of camp. DIE laa. i STILL havent remember the commands. (: but baton i already remember. I THINK?

so many things i'll miss during the weekends. SANTA CLAUSE 2, LEGALLY BLONDE, Zoey 101, Girls in Love, Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, Suite Life of Zack and Cody, That's So Raven... and POKEMON. AHHH. that's so unfair! ):

I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH. (:

npcc is lots of fun. (: haha. besides the sore shoulders and armpits, it's a whole lot of FUN. i cant believe i'm saying this. as usual, i came late. me and nadiah were taking alot of time walking. (: haha. terence sir, start off with a BANG! scolded us, obviously. we're the ________ squad EVER! (:

wearing full-u didnt make us any more serious. but we know when to be serious eventhough we forgot to do that, SOMETIMES. (: lots of jokes laa. baton drills are so painful for the armpits. TRUST ME.

the training start of with nadiah fainting. ahh. cause we had to do our pumping positions for our punishment for being late. this is one of the many times i was late. AHHH. i must learn to be punctual!

anyway, training was really refreshing for my brain, the dusty box of NP commands are finally dusted clean and organised properly. well, i think... let me recall what they'll test for the TEST.

SIZING

• Yang tinggi ke kanan, yang rendah ke kiri dalam satu barisan ... PARAS!
  
• Dari kanan angka dua ... BILANG!
  
• Nombor ganjil satu langkah ke hadapan, nombor genap satu langkah ke belakang ... GERAK!
  
• Orang yang di kanan DIAM, nombor ganjil ke kanan, nombor ganap ke kiri, barisan ke kanan dan ke kiri PU...SING!
  
• Jadikan tiga barisan, cepat JA...LAN!
  

yes, i have to remember that for the promotion test. AHHH. and the marching will be HELL for me. ahh. i must practice. haha. how to be serious seh. later they say i very scary. (: MUAHAHA! whatever.

i think i should cut my hair short. (: haha. yes, like sec 1. MUAHAHA! some helmet of AFRO to shield me from the sun. (: yeah. i'll rock with my big AFRO. scare the other groups. i'm in group 2! YAY? with alvin, jacqueline, su, eee WILLIE and other people i dont bother. HAHA! (: whee... NCO camp is going to be the _______ yet! (:

call me selfish. i AM growing. very very FAST. the older you get, the more self-conscious you are about EVERYTHING. (: it's a good and a rather bad thing too. i'm getting pumped up to embrace the new year. all i need is some stuff to help me through the year. feel like listing them down. get some goal down and i'll be on my way to adulthood. haha. i'm having problems with puberty already...

NPCC camp is coming soon. on the 17th till 19th. it's going to be so ________. LOL. but no home clothes. not like HUMANITIES camp. no dancing in the parade square at night. but there's going to be MORNING PT.

let's list down some questions to think about:

do i intend to do well?
am i going to pursue POLY or JC?
what am i going to pursue?
overseas?
continue or do something different?
should i try advertising courses?
job at McDonalds or Starbucks?
do standup comedy?
be a full-time clown in a circus?
what full-time occupation?
what happens when i don't have a job?
full-time couch potato?
or be a fighter and continue looking?
if i got a stable job and a DREAM job suddenly became available, pursue it or not?
will i be career-minded or a housewife?

SO MANY QUESTIONS... help me.

HUMANITIES camp 2005 is great. what a way to welcome DECEMBER. -.- haha. i know it's a day late but i truly DON'T CARE! (: i will let it flow through my fingertips and type. AHHH. forget it.

so i was misplaced in group 1. haha. there's jiali grace hongcherh darren at first. graham and honghan came later. bah. as usual there's ice breaking game. i stink at ZIP ZAP ZOP. i thought of saying ZOOM at first but i'm so SLOW. -.- after that had to make use of STRAWS to stop an EGG from breaking when thrown from the 2nd floor. blah. i didnt help much. (: after that flag making. our group took so long to think of a design. in the end honghan drew a pair of scissors and there's like flames behind it. haha. CAESAR's army. lol.

DRAMA drama DRAMA. we had 2 hours to think of something to do for talentime. haha. the CAESAR's army went to the humanities wall for some inspiration. lol. our whole idea suddenly pop up when hongcherh said to graham 'WAKE me up when september end' lol. then we thought about 9/11. lol. got it all from a song. actually we were supposed to sing but in the end we didn't. cause we didnt have a guitar.

first day and we already have a BBQ. cool. we couldnt wait for the fire to burn properly so we just ate the marshmallows. and the other groups POSE us okay. the hotdogs and chicken were all CHAO TAR. most of it. (: haha.

Day 2 began with PT! so long havent done it so i was swollen from the PT. haha. captain's ball is the best. i havent got a time to breathe. we have 4 goals and 2 balls. and best of all NO RULES. (: wait, that was for the first day. haha. we captain's ball everyday laa.

after that changed to go to the 5 historical/geographical places. the tree top was was breathtaking. walking at the back was great cause we can take our time. (: mrs koh is just so funny. she was so scared. nearly in tears. lol. (: then went to SUNGEI BULOH. the mangroves are just so beautiful. i can't believe ppl are so selfish to throw their rubbish in the swamps. GRR. later went to the chinchow factory. ppl were going crazy buying the tubs and boxes of grass jelly. after that, the battle box. SEAN is like so funny. he jumped when he saw the guard walk past us. lol. HAHA. finally, the sun yat sen memorial hall. lol. there was one picture and the guy was acting cute. :P haha. there were some GRUESOME pictures also...

talentime is great. our skit was the least funny but we put in LOTS of effort. the outher teams we simply FUNNY. vincci's group was really great. (: and also had to show and tell our quilt. what's wrong with relating the depletion of the ozone layer with AIDS? haha.

at night. huijuian afidah nadiah and me started to have "GIRL TALK". lol. so funny. we were like talking about so many interesting stuff. FUNNY. (: actually, intended to sleep after that. but i simply CANT! danced to show JOJO the modern dance move. then we decided to take it outside. haha. suddenly we started to talk about HARRY POTTER. i was doing my impersonation. lol. we loved FLEUR-ting! jojo is so CRAZY about it. LI FANG you are so BEAUTIFUL. we said it so hauntingly. lol. they asked me to become HARRY+KRUM+FLEUR+RON and they thought it was funny. haha. enjoyed it.

3rd day. there's PT and captain's ball. haha. we must be obsessed with the game.

then need to do cleaning. my group had to clean the 2 classrooms. we cleaned it in a much better state then before. (:

FINALLY, more prizes. congrats to everyone. whee. thank you SENIORS for the great camp. thank you to those who attended and making camping so FUN and awesome... phew. what a camp!