call me selfish. i AM growing. very very FAST. the older you get, the more self-conscious you are about EVERYTHING. (: it's a good and a rather bad thing too. i'm getting pumped up to embrace the new year. all i need is some stuff to help me through the year. feel like listing them down. get some goal down and i'll be on my way to adulthood. haha. i'm having problems with puberty already...

NPCC camp is coming soon. on the 17th till 19th. it's going to be so ________. LOL. but no home clothes. not like HUMANITIES camp. no dancing in the parade square at night. but there's going to be MORNING PT.

let's list down some questions to think about:

do i intend to do well?
am i going to pursue POLY or JC?
what am i going to pursue?
overseas?
continue or do something different?
should i try advertising courses?
job at McDonalds or Starbucks?
do standup comedy?
be a full-time clown in a circus?
what full-time occupation?
what happens when i don't have a job?
full-time couch potato?
or be a fighter and continue looking?
if i got a stable job and a DREAM job suddenly became available, pursue it or not?
will i be career-minded or a housewife?

SO MANY QUESTIONS... help me.