pls ignore this! i'm just bored.

BUTTERFLIES

broken wings,
faults in your flight,
no wind to glide through,
just flap your wings and ... FLY.

i knew i'd made it,
one way or another.
But how should i live it,
just lay down and suffer?

i'm trapped inside a cage.
and there's no where to escape.
but everytime you feel nervous,
i'll fly out to save the day.

over time, i'll metamorphosis.
and soon you'll start to realise...
i'm the butterfly in your stomach.
just a feeling deep inside.

cause you give me butterflies, INSIDE

gosh. spent my WHOLE saturday studying social studies. and, i'm not even done. -.- 1 1/2 chps to go. YAY? at least, i can concentrate. (: eventhough i was coughing like a DOG the whole day. yeah. that kind of cough where there's phlegm in your throat. BAH.

YESTERDAYS(28o4):
i love after school FRIDAY. (: hahas. hanging out with the 5 gays of 3e1. LOLs. i didnt know guys gossip too. esp ppl like melvin and haziq. they are like so ______ pls. and hwa leong says his hair is fake like barbie doll. pls NOTE: HWA LEONG's center parting is natural. (: LOLs. the topic of choice seems to be lijuan mainly. wth. they're evil pls.

after that, went to MacDs with shaohui. i really want her as my BUS buddy laa. bt we're on seperate buses. sickening laa. spent the whole time gossiping abt barbarians in school. LOLs. funny laa. UGGA you rock my life! :D

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better continue revising. monday, then tuesday. WEDNESDAY is the day! SA1 laa. been practicing emaths. i dont know if i've practiced enough. ): to be DEAD honest, i've extremely unprepared for the exams. anyone feel the same? it's like we only have 3 weeks after CA2 to revise. BLAHs. our school is definately BEFORE time. trust me. 2 - 3 chps BEFORE time. that's sick laa. (: EVERYONE else, get well soon yeah? :D

the weekends are just around the corner. SA1 is next week. so better start organising and checking things that need to be done. HAIZ.

1. IPW project (FELIX!)
   
2. ATC camp (last day of school)
   
3. social studies project (schedule, brief outline x12)
   
4. sleepover day before no.5
   
5. CAMERON island trip
   

should be that's all for the time being. (: yeah!

wth. school started with a BANG laa. went to school. hahas. leonardSAW and i were like losers standing next to jerome during flag-raising. mr fernandez were directing traffic and asking us to move from the front. wth. so i walked laa. i didnt realise mr khoo was still doing the announcement laa. -.- HAHAs. mr chia was like shouting at me STAND! wah. scary sia. i was already standing. so he walk away, i also walk laa. mdm chia just made it worst. she ask me go back. WHY ARE YOU TALKING WHEN I'M TALKING? wth. sucks laa. free MOVIE in the morning.

HAHAs. michael funny sia. so kepo ask if i got demerit point. LOLs. it seems like a lot of people think that mdm chia was completely unreasonable laa. HAHAs. at least got ppl on my side. (: honestly, i'm not defiant. and zhiyuan was funny pls. "HUDA your shirt tuck out. (:" LOLs. of all the times to say it. -.-

LI JUAN funny laa. she erased wanwen's answer on the board. LOLS. i laughed like mad laa. tt kai ling very funny sia. caleb thought i was crazy. i can read caleb's handwriting. WOO. i rock. i got michael's and joseph's lollipop. jiaying gt haziq'a lollipop. so gentleman laa. nt like some ppl. HAHA. jk. (:

after school. HECK care bout the meeting. no heart in NP anymore. honestly. im nt significant anyway. why bother yeah? k wanna break with s. his been totally hostile to s recently. wth. the faster you BREAK. the faster she'll heal, emotionally laa. wah. sad laa. ): she's not loyal to you anyway. she deserve it!

shaohui, i wish the culprit will be caught. whoever that person is. my bus buddy, i wanna sit with you laa.

bah. daily life seems to be going in the same horizontal line. nothing special laa. no adrenaline rush. no butterflies. no NOTHING. sian. it's always the same. HOMEWORK, mood swings and lots of green tea. (: LALALAs.

im dying of boredom at home laa. my bro dunno what he do, now cannot use MSN messenger. blahs. have to use WEBm. super laggy laa. oh wells. it's for the better i guess... get to spend more time studying.

CA2 went fine. gt back ALMOST all the results except for the 2 languages. hope that i pass. i gt borderline pass for the rest. im an AVERAGE student, dont expect much. if im not wrong, no A1s at all. ): even MALAY laa. cause its really hard for us to get A1 in a language paper now. unless it's extremely easy. BLAH.

just make me anticipate 883. (:

bah. school like very bad today laa. got fever and a lot of ppl gt influenza. LOLs. during the english paper, i was wondering why michael was touching his pants. he wanted to take out tissue laa. HAHAs. (: think too much.

i wrote abt assasinating UMAR TALIB. (: Q5 rocks laa. a lot of COOL people choose. hahas. -.- SACRIFICE. the title itself brings alot of mystery to your story. (:

must i say tt im the worst leader ever. ): no one listens to me when i talk laa. HAHAs. excluding samuel who forever gt something to say. have to hand in written proposal by tue which is tmr. HAIZ. during holidays must still come to school. discuss project. DO the project. AMATHS lesson. wth.

after school slack at McDs. (: hahas. we were doing our hmwk okay. (: eating most of the time laa. HAHAs. then, 6+ like tt, gt this dumb ASS laa. abuse authority laa. he can say ORANGE sucks, then nadiah cannot say he suck. wth. then he say something in chinese like 'as if she is that good'. dunno laa. vincci told nadiah. WTH. sick of him and his hissy attitude. BLAH. just wanna punch him. knuckle to face. WAHAHA. see him bleed. GOSH. :\

name 20 people u can thnk of now at the top of ur head . dont read the Q underneath untill you write the names of all 20 ppl . ok at least tag 5 ppl .


1. nadiah
2. afidah
3. jiaying
4. fawlyana
5. tengkuAzian
6. chinkheng
7. potimah (:
8. bixia
9. karen
10. pauline
11. terence
12. jacqueline
13. yuanxin
14. shaohui
15. william
16. zhiyung
17. athirah
18. felix
19. juliana
20. darren

hahas. come into my mind. i type okay. (:
NO ORDER.

1. how u met 14 ?
NPCC laa. (: rocks pls.

2. wat will you if u nv met 1 ?
1 half of my DUO besties gone. ): DIE of boredom.

3. wat will u do if 20 and 9 get dated ?
ahem. darren and karen. hmm. COOL. i will cheer them on. bt she gt HL MILK on her mind. haiz... (:

4. did you ever like 19 ?
obviously laa. sit with her during MALAY class laa.

5. would 6 and 17 make a good couple ?
sure sure sure. hahas. chinkheng plus athirah. NO WAY man.

6. descibe 3 .
CHIO BU laa. (: so much to describe. my KING KONG sis leh. she very nice to talk too. gossip alot. and she's like with XM. hehex. (:

7. do you tink 8 is attractive ?
YEAH. duh. external and internal beauty. plus BRAINS. (:

8. tell me sth bout 7 .
he is TURGID. :D

9. do you noe any of 12's family ?
yeah. only know the name. but never see before. ):

10. wats 8's favourite ?
star-gazing. (:

11. wat will you do if 18 jux confess he/she likes you ?
LOLs. as if laa. he's like in LOVE with his sweetheart. AWWW.

12. wat language does 15 speak .
english, singlish, chinese and SINHALA. (: he proclaims laa.

13. who is 9 going out wiith ?
no one at the moment. HL MILK. (:

14. how old is 16 now ?
15 laa. 040191. (: hahas.

15. when is the last time u tok to 13 ?
just nw in school. haha.

16. wats 2's favourite band/singer ?
ELLO. (: hahas. and RUFFEDGE. :D

17. would you ever date 4 ?
yeah. sure. just went on a date just now. (: ate ice-cream with her.

18. would you ever date 7 ?
NO NO NO. his too TURGID. (:

19. is 15 single ?
yeah. hahas.

20. wat is 10's last name ?
LEI. pauline LEI yi qin. right?

21. would you ever be in a serious relationship wid 11 ?
no way. he SHORT laa. and talk too much. :|

22. wat skl did 3 goes ?
did. primary : xinmin. secondary: HS

23. where does 6 stay ?
if only i knew. must stalk him home one day.

24. wats ur favourite thngs bout 5 ?
good shoulder to cry on. (:

25. have you seen number 1 naked ?
no, NEVER. i hope. HAHAs.

now to tag 5 people :
- chinchin
- athirah
- darren
- fawlyana
- shaohui

is it possible to predict your fate from the alignment of stars? GODs creation. only HE knows. how can horoscopes seem so real? have you ever wondered and asked yourself, WHY?

bought 2 bottles of GREEN TEA. (: hahas. it was a so-so day. NP was like so sian laa. peishan say tt im like SUPER skinny laa. say i tie bowline better. wth. i skinnier than weiqing. eventhough he looks more boney than me laa. tent-pitching while it's drizzling. weiseong sir overlooked the fact that there were LIGHTNINGS and the sky was extremely grey and dark. -.- eventually it rained and all of us ran for cover. (: after tt. SIAN laa. dunno what to do. got our uniform anyway. :D after that... well. DOTS. (:

am i really insignificant? i feel like i dont belong. just now, i look down hoping tt nobody realise tt something was wrong. guess no one cared. i was like tearing laa. my HEART felt this sharp pain. like a sharp spear slowly piercing into my heart. let me stress on one word SLOWLY. arent i a somebody too? dont i have days i wish to be happy for? just one day in a year. but no. nobody sees the difference. no one bothers. clenched fists. i wish to punch somebody. release this feeling of anguish. i know, maybe im just JEALOUS. the green-eyed monster i have become. gosh. i dont wish to be there anymore. i DONT BELONG. i go only for you laa. but it's really not worth it FULLSTOP.

just like before. i wish to runaway with you. escape from my everything. anticipate 883.

today rocks. i recruited a few members into my KAREN research team. (: hahas. fun sia. FAWLYANA, JIAYING, AFIDAH and NADIAH. currently. wth. wanwen already know. so she 'out of bounds'. found out a few clues laa. HAHAS. wont post it here. strictly CONFIDENTIAL and personal. (:

anyway. after school. me and my DUO besties were like slacking at MacDs. hahas. wrote down the names of all the potential SUSPECTs. alot laa. hahas. but we dunno how to run down the names. WTH. tomorrow is a brand new day. i'll go and update my links liao. hahas.

anticipate tomorrow. i wish to runaway away with you. escape from my everything (:

yeah. here i am. STRANDED at home. with the rain pouring outside. i can hear the pitter patter of the raindrops falling. and the fierce sound of thunder. the grey sky looked dim and sad. HAHAs. my english is really that bad. (:

anyway. sian laa. at HOME okay. doing cme alone. HAHAs. written report + proposal. AWESOME. after eating panadol, can FINALLY concentrate laa. wth. anyway. to anyone who sms/call me. SORRY. havent charged my phone. HAHAs. -.- too lazy to bother.

oh wells. today horrible day to do homework. TOO MANY DISTRACTIONS. hahas. not the TV. but because my BRACES bro will be buying his NEW phone today.

anyway. spent almost 2 hours looking for a shop. -.- ended up at this shop my other bro's friend laa. hahas. she gt 2 shops, side by side. because of BUSINESS reason: if one not successful, can close down laa. (: anyway, he bought this nokia 3230. bah. wth. then my other bro also bought new phone laa. tt 6280, i think. hahas. i have to wait exactly 1 more month laa. wth. -.- 140506

yeah. finally can relax and BLOG. no one visits but i dont mind. (: WAHAHA.

anyway. CA2 tests are a killer. almost all of them are just so ________. amaths and bio is the worst laa. i blank out for both test. WTH.

keep it short laa. (: terrible migrain. ):

haha. today so shit laa. assembly VERY drag because got ALOT of prize given out. hahas. then got IT course.

the teacher is so TOOT. keep on scolding. i keep on poking KAREN's hand. cause the part that kena scalded now got water inside. very fun okay. (: in the end, had to group with soonhock jiaying felix and SAMUEL. ahh. our group got scolding for not being on task. (: yippee.

so XIALAN laa. after the course it RAINED. stuck in school. saw JOJO so we walk about in the school laa. hahas. the rain kept on getting heavier and heavier. SAD. ): so i sat with hwaleong laa. he is super lame. -.- say he's good at weather forecast. the rain will stop when he goes home. LAME. then got the right side tuck out gang come.

slack for so long laa. i was like so XL. all there were boys. we were rummaging through felix bag cause looking for the "porn" manga. LOLs. so lame laa. haha. and the 2 kenneths ate my chocolate. GAY laa. rain finally stopped. went to hgpt to look for my GANG. (: weiqing and andrew were steaming cause i talk about bras. (: scary mah. if gt lightning, then your bra got underwire. higher chance of getting struck by lightning. (:

HOHOs. cameron islands and KL. here we come. (: sleepover before the trip laa.