is it possible to predict your fate from the alignment of stars? GODs creation. only HE knows. how can horoscopes seem so real? have you ever wondered and asked yourself, WHY?

bought 2 bottles of GREEN TEA. (: hahas. it was a so-so day. NP was like so sian laa. peishan say tt im like SUPER skinny laa. say i tie bowline better. wth. i skinnier than weiqing. eventhough he looks more boney than me laa. tent-pitching while it's drizzling. weiseong sir overlooked the fact that there were LIGHTNINGS and the sky was extremely grey and dark. -.- eventually it rained and all of us ran for cover. (: after tt. SIAN laa. dunno what to do. got our uniform anyway. :D after that... well. DOTS. (:

am i really insignificant? i feel like i dont belong. just now, i look down hoping tt nobody realise tt something was wrong. guess no one cared. i was like tearing laa. my HEART felt this sharp pain. like a sharp spear slowly piercing into my heart. let me stress on one word SLOWLY. arent i a somebody too? dont i have days i wish to be happy for? just one day in a year. but no. nobody sees the difference. no one bothers. clenched fists. i wish to punch somebody. release this feeling of anguish. i know, maybe im just JEALOUS. the green-eyed monster i have become. gosh. i dont wish to be there anymore. i DONT BELONG. i go only for you laa. but it's really not worth it FULLSTOP.

just like before. i wish to runaway with you. escape from my everything. anticipate 883.