ahh. concert was just so -.- laa. and that yisin was dancing like MAD laa. ((: and that jaclyn ah... touch my THERE again! anyway... something that deanne said totally change my perspection of life. :/


so, look at your hand. there are 3 lines yeah? so, if the bottom 2 lines join together than you are fated to get married. AHH. both my hands dont have lor. ): sad sad laa. guess i'll grow old alone? AWESOME. both jiaying and michael their bottom 2 lines meet laa. ): oh gosh. HAHA. maybe they might get married with each other. ((: anyway, i'm only 15. so why bother? :/


SEW MYSELF SHUT--

priceless. (:




wow. it looks so artifical yeah?




mini waterfall in a rose garden.




our hotel view.




it's real alright. NICE. ((:


totally random pics. (: nothing much laa. i didnt even bother to take any pics there. haiz. just bored.

ahh. every day seems to be the same. the same old routine. seeing the same people. talking about the same things. blah. somehow, the ONLY way to spend my time is by doing my homework. ahh. people might call me crazy laa. haiz... sian. :/


well, look out for tomorrow. a bunch of losers from UG groups looking dumb in their PT kit trying their best to motivate these group of reluctant audience to sing along. BLAHS. jiaying and me half-way pon the rehearsal on friday cause we were so sick of the people there. it's amazing laa. she love HIM more than me. ohmygosh. so unfair!!


since i'm bored...i'll make a list of things to do. haiz.

• REVISE biology. (: i love making notes. :/
  
• watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL (again!)
  
• plan for room makeover
  
• carry out room makeover
  
• buy new bed & study table.
  
• find tuition buddy FOUND IT!
  
• buy CREATIVE ZEN V? :/
  

i was browsing. and i never realised i got a few CAMERON pics. ((: yes yes... it's legendary. next post k?

Bold the ones that apply to you, then stab 5 people to do it.
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. [i'm sorry.]
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. [haha. on the cheeks laa.]
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. :/
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. [haha.]
I can't whistle. [not loud enough laa.]
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. [OOPS]
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

I WANT YOU
jia ying
chin kheng
athirah
bi xia
shuhadah

well. RACIAL HARMONY DAY today. and of course, i didnt wear any costume. ((: HAHAs. cause got Physics SPA. i kept sweating laa. :/ cause just recovered from fever. LOLs. concert was so _______ laa. ): no dance or anything exciting. oh wells.


karen and me said the same thing laa. NEXT YEAR. well, hope it will come true laa. (:


3 more days to study. OH GOSH. i'm failing physics, just passed emaths class test. my results declining like MAD laa. havent read any books recently. my english kind of stinks. :/ ahh. nevermind. stop procrastinating. MUST STUDY... ((:


I LOVE YOUs! <333

Do you agree with the statement "3e1 hates 3e1..shiok bo..hahas..no unity i guess?"? Explain your answer -_-

- Professor ONG CHIN KHENG but from zhi yung blog


well, it's the undeniable truth though. i do DISLIKE 3E1. so does some of my classmates. but WHY? i try to overlook it. but it's so freaking OBVIOUS laa. my classmates are clearly SELFISH. ): i do agree with "someone's" statement, maybe they really are too smart. but define SMART. i just cant help but feel well, unwanted?


The Situation: you are in PHYSICS lesson. the teacher picks you to answer a question. you dont know the question. EVERYONE else also doesnt know. and yet, nobody said so. so, you have to stand in your place until the bell rings.

Inference: what else can i say? if the class was united, some kind soul might help. but 3e1 isnt like that. it's either: ME, MYSELF or I. when you need help, you look for help. and yet, when others are in need of help... you keep quiet. that's 3e1! YAY! :/


maybe its just me? or karma has brought me down again. but really, 3E1 is categorised into so many parts. some of themsimply has no groups. as what emerson's group would like to call "leftover". strike the WE in WE CAN. and put I in it's place. i see no unity, no CARE, no NOTHING. so. i will like to stress in the point: i dislike, despise and truly HATE 3e1. ): thank you.

i know it's 2 days overdue, BUT...
HAPPY FIFTEEN SHAOHUI! (:

what a day. it seems like i'm all out of luck in life. i'm no longer happy-go-lucky. every day is a struggle of self-identity, trust & just the whirlwind of life's unprecedented challenges. shu asked why i teared during class. she should have known better. i couldnt help it laa. i've never felt so helpless and vulnerable. no friends indeed. jia ying tried to cheer me up. (: THANKS though. & also to the one who walked me home. (:


haven't you seen the sun rise,
and slowly set.
have you ever ever watched kids go down a slide,
and climb up the ladder again.

as my life crumbles,
just like OREOs dipped in milk.
i lay my head on the table,
and think about what life truly means to me.

if i could tell you where you stand in my life,
your status, your position,
you're first, she's second and he's third.
but you know you mean more to me than mere numbers.

so, right now. i'll lay low.
i might bounce back into shape sooner than you know.
but right now, i'll stand down,
and wait for when the time is right.



you always find ways to pick up the pieces i left behind.

hohos. very hectic week. tomorrow got IPW presentation and Social Studies project thingy. AHH. stress laa. :/ i'm freaked out equally for both. IPW, i'm going to start to grow a beard laa... editing the ppt. trying to see if it will work. if the language is correct. if the song for the credits will work. AHH. dying laa. TAKE NOTE: caleb got tuition on mondays and tuesdays. haha. if i'm not wrong... i dunno if i'm going to choke, suffocate, die and rot after i do my oral presentation. ): i'm not that good.


social stuides is going to be worst. in front of SEC 1s laa. WAAAAAAAY scarier. i'm not sure if our game board is going to be a success or not. oh gosh. HELP me.


my BIG toe nail is about to come off laa. and i mean it. GROSS pls. :/ haha. you should see it live. it looks very... UNUSUAL. nice to play with. :/ lol.


it was never meant to be; for us to walk under the same umbrella. :/ you got the rain, i got the shade.

Hospital Window


Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.


Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.


The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.


One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.Days and weeks passed.


One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.


Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.


He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.


She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."


Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

oh gosh. BAD BAD DAY for me laa.

I HATE 3E1. :/

i'll rather be alone than have friends like you.

yeah. it's 12++ already. just a quick post. ((:


LOL. the whole group of guys sitting at the back was laughing at samuel after recess. ian said he got leg cramp... and his reaction was DAMN FUNNY laa. (: that ELIZABETH teo scolded the class before he could explain what happened. WTH laa.


anyway. jaslyn was like going bonkers cause her uniform is like so messed up. she cant even fit into her skirt! LOL. jiaying got mood swing sia. ): got muster parade and our boots were on FIRE. also, had to teach the GRYPHONS drills laa. i totally suck. ): i cant get them motivated. and i keep messing up the command. oh gosh. :/ blah. even mariani MDM laughed. -.-


screwed. :/

so worn out after spending the whole of yesterday & today doing my MATHS homework. :/ it's those darn GRAPH topics laa. but, it's finally done. ((: yay. just need to complete:

• PHYSICS theory book (by TODAY!)
  
• Social Studies project (complete it by TODAY!)
  
• History Source-based Qns (by tuesday)
  
• organize Chemistry file (by tuesday)
  
• iron, put on badges & pack FULL-U with BLUE camp tee(muster parade)
  
• pack bag. ((:
  

that should all. besides for the MATHS PROJECT. obviously going to be done last minute. :/ darn. i keep making myself busy laa. there's time to do homework and i'm updating my blog. (: LOL. got migraines again... better relax. ((:



kind of ancient pic. but look at HWA LEONG! (:



blue SKY

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 2 person to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Current

Mood: bored, hungry. :/
Taste: Green Tea
Clothes: T-shirt with shorts. (:
Desktop: Nil. HAHA.
Toenail Colour: err. NORMAL beige? except for my EX-swollen toe. :P
Time: 1637hrs
Surroundings: Noisy with the TV on.
Annoyances: Same as shaohui. (: HOMEWORK!!!
Thoughts: finish homework. laminate paper. prepare for tmr's muster parade.

First

Best Friends: Nurlizah. Aww. Anderson primary. ((:
Crush: A boy? :/
Movie: LION KING. i cried watching it. (:
Lie: dunno.
Music: i think TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR.

Last

Cigarette: Never smoke. (: only put it in my mouth cause i thought it's a sweet. -.-
Drink: Green Tea
Car Ride: Quite long ago... dunno
Crush: erm. BOY?
Movie: X-MEN3
Phone Call: yesterday. william's uncle prank call. LOL.
CD played: yesterday, RATU. ((:
Song played: Dark Blue, Jack's Mannequin

Have you ever

dated one of your best friend: nope.
broken the law: well, dont think so. :/
been arrested: nah.
skinny-dipped: nope.
been on TV: nah. VIDEO, yes!
kissed someone you dont know: nah.

5 things you are wearing: Specs, hair clips, shirt, shorts & undergarments. ((:
4 things you done today: drank green tea, completed amaths homework, update blog & ate lots of chocolate. (:
3 things you can hear right now: TV, fan & my mum chopping something.
2 people you wanna tag: KAREN & FAWLYANA ((:
1 thing u do when you're bored: listen to music.

EIGHT things you fail at.
1. feeling like i belong.
2. srop drinking green tea.
3. triple science.
4. stop talking!
5. making new friends. :/
6. have a non-jinxed day. (:
7. coming on time.
8. be more relaxed.

SEVEN songs you listened today.
1. I Still
2. 7 Minutes in Heaven (Atavan Halen)
3. Who Knew
4. Stuck
5. Dance, Dance
6. Teman Tapi Mesra
7. I Want You

SIX things you desire, or need.
1. better results.
2. GREEN TEA.
3. go WILD WILD WET/ suntan.
4. renovate my bedroom.
5. NEw-er phone.
6. see you SMILE. ((:

FIVE annoyances.
1. nothing-ness. :/
2. no MAPLE.
3. too much homework. esp MATHS!
4. teachers who know my name. :/
5. stereotypes. (:

FOUR things you will never do.
1. LEAVE YOUs for someone else. (:
2. stop changing.
3. alcohol/smoking. ILLEGAL things.
4. relive the past. :/

THREE people to tag to do this survey too.
1. jiaying!
2. fawlyana
3. shaohui

TWO people you saw today.
1. my bro.
2. MAMA.

ONE word.
1. YOUs.