what a day. it seems like i'm all out of luck in life. i'm no longer happy-go-lucky. every day is a struggle of self-identity, trust & just the whirlwind of life's unprecedented challenges. shu asked why i teared during class. she should have known better. i couldnt help it laa. i've never felt so helpless and vulnerable. no friends indeed. jia ying tried to cheer me up. (: THANKS though. & also to the one who walked me home. (:


haven't you seen the sun rise,
and slowly set.
have you ever ever watched kids go down a slide,
and climb up the ladder again.

as my life crumbles,
just like OREOs dipped in milk.
i lay my head on the table,
and think about what life truly means to me.

if i could tell you where you stand in my life,
your status, your position,
you're first, she's second and he's third.
but you know you mean more to me than mere numbers.

so, right now. i'll lay low.
i might bounce back into shape sooner than you know.
but right now, i'll stand down,
and wait for when the time is right.



you always find ways to pick up the pieces i left behind.