TEACHER'S DAY. ((: yes. yesterday went to hougang pt to buy the junkies and pressies. TODAY they brought it back. AWWWWW. anyway. MRS LEE came late. so a group of us history elective people played hangman. LOL. ((: i stumped them with the word phlegm. I ROCK laa. haha. and after mrs lee came. we continued our game. SAMUEL vs KAREN. chin and me were the "game host". HAHA.


english lesson listened to ghost stories by MRS RAVI. she rocks at story telling. if she was my mum, i would force her to read bedtime stories to me man. HOHOs.


no aces day. ): haha. the concert was pretty good laa. A LOT of dancing, breakdancing, singing, MORE dancing. ((: yup. LOADS of dancing. i sat behind andriani cause KATHY was too tall laa.


CLASS PARTY! at first SUUUUUUUUUUPER sian laa. every one was slacking and looking dumb. ): LOL. zhiyuan attended leh. his very cute laa. and they sprayed at teachers. the boys started throwing food around. we MADE lots of mess laa. kenneth started to throw food from his mouth. LOL. that guy is funny man. and BELAC thinks his cute laa. our last photo was funny laa. someone pushed me and i hit jiaying. the whole row of us was like falling. LOL. people accused an innocent WOMAN. (: HAHA.

been listening to JAMES BLUNT recently. not just the You're Beautiful song, the whole album. i love HIGH and Tears & Rain. HOHOs. anyway...


everyone's sad/depressed/discontented/bored etc with life, relationships, feelings or just wanting to find themselves. i've been feeling down too and THUS, to that person ah... that's why i never update laa. well, honestly... i'm THANKFUL for what i've been given and gotten so far. it's all fate, i guess. we've all had our highs and lows. the good, bad and ugly times. (: it seems almost impossible to get EVERYTHING that we want. something so close, someone you can reach out too but yet...never achieving/getting it. THAT'S LIFE. just a way to test our patience. cause maybe...that's something so much more BRILLIANT awaiting us. have faith.


well, history lesson got soonhock high. cause he saw that GORGEOUS WOMAN laa. we all called her and she turned back. ((: SOONHOCK was blushing pls. awww. blah. lesson are so boring pls. HONESTLY laa. ): i keep putting my head on the table and caleb is forever putting his head on the table. too bad he never drool. DAMN him! i want to change place laa. or just: STOP CHANGING PLACE EVERY WEEK! i'm like william's weekly maid or something cause i have to shift his books every week. -.- grr.


- things will get better. i promise you that.

i'm feeling much better as compared to yesterdays. a bit unsure of the reason why laa. must be of the small little things people do and say. super emotional these days... forget it.


mr TAN KIAT HAO TERENCE seems to be my laughing gas when i'm feeling down, angry or depressed. i will see his face and it seems funny. HAHA. -.- and he keeps forcing me to do the DX SUCK IT sign. yes, he's SUPER annoying at times. (:

ms NG JIA YING is the one who i can relate to. she makes me laugh my ass off too. we seem to pick each other traits and habits. LOL. my KING KONG sis. (:

ms NADIAH NURFADILAH the ultimate MOD. haha. the one who cheers me up with her letters and WHAT THE BLEHs. she has an OB, YB & YYB. no one will know what this means. (: hak floweeer.

ms AFIDAH the coolest red cross member. if i joined, i would be the coolest. (: LOL. our special hangout every day. watching the people pass us by. sending letters to each other. and forcing you to read itsy bitsy small writing, cause it's cool.


to whom it may concern. the people whom i look forward to seeing every single day. they are my laughing gas, my cure, the remedy & the answer to all my sorrows and doubts. I LOVE YOU. (: except terence. :/

super pissed at some jerks from my class. who cares right? no one seem to bother. people call it MOOD SWINGS, i'm just really emotional and sensitive towards this kind of things. nadiah and me were very excited when we heard that we could go for the FORBIDDEN CITY play. but we're not going cause there were no place left... i'll save you the details. who cares/cared anyway?


YOU seem to have all the friends.

YOU are loved by all.

YOU gain people sympathy, for all the wrong reasons.

YOU always make me feel insignificant.

YOU keep insulting me.

YOU just don't get it.


i will rather be alone than have friends like you. i find it harder to get close to someone as they come and go. maybe... i'm just clueless.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Terence is your soulmate.

You truly love Afidah.

You consider Juliana your true friend.

You know that Chin Kheng is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Karen for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Jia Ying is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Nadiah is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Fawlyana is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Fawlyana changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Caleb is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Caleb has a hidden internet romance.

I was totally suprised about the TERENCE thing. and CHINCHIN one also. but the rest is fine. ((:

i was super pissed in the morning laa. so i went to ESCAPE to relax. guess i didnt the relax part laa. went there by MOTORBIKING ((: which was super COOLING. i love it when we accelerated at the highway. the wind cutting through your skin. WHEE.


the rides quite sian laa, cause the music not loud enough. LOL. first rides was this turning turning ride. super nice. i keep turning. like the TEAPOT ride but it goes up and down. THRILLING man. after that ATE. haha. ate like a PIG laa. first go Burger King, then Orange Julius, then Mr BEAN. haha. (:


next up was GO KARTING! and the person thought i was 20+. LOL. i got to drive leh. it got stuck at the first slope. after that i ACCELERATED like MAD. hit this woman and her child TWICE. and i had to apologize. WTH.


after that VIKING boat ride. it was super scary laa. ESPECIALLY when you're about to go down. and there were this group of kids. one of the boys sat next to me. he was saying to me dont be scared. guess what? HE CLOSED HIS EYES FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE THING! kids... (: and he was encouraging me to be BRAVE. aww.


next was the HAUNTED HOUSE. i grabbed on my bro's shirt the whole time. scared at first i guess. because of the unknown. ((: but i didnt scream at all. only squirm A LOT. followed by a SUPER boring ride called the FERRIS WHEEL. but the view was nice. if only it was situated at the center of the park. (:


slacked at Tampines. and bought cakes and puffs. haha. the ride back was TWICE relaxing laa. (:


- i will forgive you, but never will i EVER forget this.

i didnt want to post this here. but, cant keep it in. GOSH.


if you hate people that hurt others... maybe you should hate yourself. treat others the way you want others to treat you. honestly, you have laughed at a racist joke people made yeah? why is this any different? are you going to let this person change you SO MUCH that you forget that the rest of us have feelings too. don't let this person mislead you. if you wish to protect this person, GO AHEAD. if you have nobody else, YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN. you dont deserve people's sympathy. i'm sorry for being so selfish. MAYBE, this is exactly who i am. YOU should hate me too.


- you've became one of those homewreckers...

haha. morning assembly was SUUUUPER funny laa. there was the big black round insect that keep clinging on me. -.- and i was squirming during the national anthem. after that it flew to my ear. i almost screamed. wth. emerson and afidah was laughing. and ian said, "I thought you were crying." LMAO. ((:


anyway, went for humanities club. ((: HAHA. got amazing race. grouped with jiali markus paddy terence afidah and nadiah COOL. haha. we ran and ran and ran and ran. QUITE fun laa. ((: good job "MOTIVATORS". and terence was sweating like a PIG. more sweaty than when he ran 2.4km. SICK. haha, finally saw him work out. ((: LOOOOSER. after that got a picnic. sean was great as a bartender. LOLs.


- shed some light...

let's see...


I TOUCHED A SHEEP'S HEART. & LUNGS & TRANCHEA(we thought it was the aorta) & FATS. ((: LOL. very squishy lungs it has. the tranchea, is like hard. cause of the C-shaped cartilage. and my hand reeked of its smell. sheryl was pinching her nose because of the smell. LOL.


and FINALLY picked the colour for the class tee. only 25 people voted for GREEN but it was like majority laa. ((: GREEEEEEEEN. i hope it wont change last minute. i dont want pink. to TERENCE: you're not man enough to wear PINK laa. thanks. (: and erm...it's going to be a POLO tee. hmmm. dont know what the price is going to be. and the design...NO ONE VOTED! LOL. every one like errr. laughed. -.- HAHA. so karen and me will "combine" our design. haha. i LOVE her idea laa. ((:


haha. walking home, i happen to meet chin. LOL. he was like saying 'HUDA?' with a confused look on his face. LOL. and i'm the one wearing school uniform... -.- LOL. he carried the mini SEXY yellow bag.

ooh. yesterday we "announced" the colours for the class tee. LOL. i seriously want green. HAHA. oh wells. ((: and we had choices for the type of class tee we want. POLO tee, normal tee, singlet(: & jersey. LOL. we anyhow add... LOL. ((:


today's training didnt start off too well. we were late? LOL, as usual. -.- i didnt even say out any commands cause i had sore throat. ((: LOL. as if! the gyphons now better leh. ATTENDANCE was SUPER great laa! i'm super proud of them k. those who LONG LONG time never come, finally joined back in. and it's SUPER depressing that they never get to play the game we planned for them cause some of them never wear PT KIT. ):. OH WELLS. next week. I PROMISE. LOL. and andrew was very funny laa. we had to give personal training to EUGENE. sec 2 one laa. and eugeneLIM was supposed to be in charge of him. LOL. andrew was damn funny laa. and so was the sec 2 eugene. CUTE laa. ((:


- it feels so right, to be here with you

gosh. was supposed to go ESCAPE today but it rained. ): so i slept and...it's now a bit late to go laa. BLAHs. sad... but, those people who went for national camp are coming home today. WELCOME BACK!


anyway... recently, the latest victim of MR APPLE CHONG is weiling laa. poor girl. i read her blog. ((: it's like she said she was hoping someone could help her. Instead, there were people who laughed at her. BOTTOMLINE is... who in the world wants to be a laughing stock? i've always thought that 3E1 will be filled with smart intellects willing to learn. i guess ALL of us fit into that category, but i guess we are also SELFISH, self-centered, ****ed up ****ers that care about ourselves only. BLAHS. even me, i guess. cause i ALSO never helped her. what's the point in making a CLASS TEE? it's like as though a single shirt could help bring unity to the class. unless it's magical...


- havent you heard of the word sacrifice?

listen to this song by OASIS - wonderwall. it's ancient laa, but it is REALLLLLLLLLY NICE. ((: here's the first verse plus the bridge and the chorus.





Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels he way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
but I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall


((:

today got BONDING DAY. ((: started off DAMN moody laa. cause i felt so BLAH... they were talking in mandarin again, and so...BAD MOOD LAA. ): anyway, played poison ball. (: cute game laa, and jiaying, jauhari, siong po & me were in the same group. aka the LOOOOOOOOOOSER group cause we keep losing. LOL. but we did this OH MY GOSH gesture which is like so funny laa. (:


after got this game...VERY VERY hard to explain. LOL. even i was confused at first. :/ anyway. JIAYING rocks to the core laa. and i like said EEE to jaslyn in the morning cause she had this funny face, with a HUGE smile and it's super EERIE. ((: SORRY!


shaohui was mad just now...gosh. :/ anyway...CHANGING URL tomorrow. ((: yeah.

HOHOs. ((: i'll be changing url. YAY! something without dashes cause it's COOL. LOL. anyway, starting from 130806 my blog url will be http://thetopsyturvy.blogspot.com


what does it mean? topsyturvy means very confused, or completely the opposite of what normally happens. HAHA. ((:

CLASS: am i regretting going to 3e1? should i? gosh. the class have properties of gas particles laa. negligible forces of attraction. able to move freely, randomly at high speeds. barely any unity and thus, we move further away from each other by each passing day... blahs. chinkheng and karen are going to design the class tee. GREEN or VIOLET? of course i prefer GREEEEEEEEN. ((: HOHOs. i see the only time the class "unites" is when every one laughs at a joke. i guess that's all? hmmm. so how do we build up our class spirit... think think.

it's national day. TOO BAD cant see the real thing laa. haha. :/ went to ALEXANDRA hospital to see my... well, i dunno how he is related to me laa. ((: OOPS. anyway, i observed the stuff there. and also the people. AWW. it was so depressing there. i felt really bad for those with no visitors. )): i just kept SMILING at people. HOHOs. mad.


went shopping for stuff cause i was too depressed that my bros get to go and that person get to go. i'm WAAAAAAAAAAAY more deserving than them laa. haiz.


HAPPY FIFTEEN PAULINE! ((: & SINGAPORE too!

yesterday got flag day. ((: begged for money with jacqueline jiaying & nadiah. HAHAs. we cheated laa, put in our money inside. HOHOs. we're nice people laa. got some people go bowling sia. :/ haha. went back to school around 11+. haha. then purposely wasted our time. HAHA. saw the scouts and red cross marching. aww.


- never there.

oh gosh. JEROME wasnt well today. and well, to chin, I was worried lor. you can see that there are people who care or just simple KEPO. even LIJUAN could feel his pain. and, part of the reason why we didnt help him was because... we don't know what's happening. haiz. and how could we call ourselves "PURE" Biology students.


you can definately infer a lot from what one can see just now. TERENCE was supposed to bring him home after school, isaac was the 2nd best option. in the end, BOTH werent there. ): oh gosh. when parade was about to start, i saw TERENCE laa. he went for humanities club. -.- what?!?


anyway...i really wished all of 3E1 would start to care about the changes around them. so what if we wear the same red shirt for NDP? the same colour, same design. but 45 different hearts, no unity, no nothing. ): ohgosh.


- i dont deserve to be a councillor.

okay. i dont know laa. i promised my KINGKONG sis that i will post today. ((: so, we like matchmake a few of our classmates laa. HAHA. aww. issac LOVES tissue. tissue LOVES zech. dont ask why. HOHO. anyway. somehow i feel that 3e1 has a couple of BLOOD-thirsty monsters in the class. they will do anything just for their own selfish gains. SICK. but...but...I REALLY CANT GIVE UP. WE CAN pull it through. it's a love-hate relationship alright! ((:


anyway. during the NDP parade...cool sia. ESPECIALLY the ending. ((: our squad practically synchronised our singing. we put our hands on each other's shoulders and SWAYED. ((: while singing: MY PEOPLE, MY HOME. ohmygosh. EAGLES have definately bonded deeper. i'm emotionally attached to these people laa. (: I LOVE YOU guys.


thank you for everything. ((:

oh gosh. SAD SAD news. niremy aka jeremy say he'll be leaving SINGAPORE to stay in CHINA. he'll be leaving ard early december. )): ohmygosh. very SAD laa. it's like so unfair. especially for him. excuse me laa, he got O levels next year. blah. gosh. ): DON'T GO! DON'T GO! ): boo to his parents. hahas. DAMN.