nothing is going well. everything is wrong. hmm. having a fever but i dont bother going to a doctor. that medical smell from the office will make me feel so SICK. and. i watched on oprah this site that encourages suicide. still looking though. they even have methods of suicide. the NUMBER 1 method is hanging. hmm. a lot of preparation. easier to jump down from a building i guess. anyway, here's so site to erm...prevent people from committing suicide:
What can I do to help someone who is suicidal?
Suicide:Read First
erm. i updated? haiz.