oh great. wanted to watch those IMPORTANT HONOURABLE PERFECT WONDERFUL AWESOME GREAT GOH people. had a LOL-ing time with ghimhong and nadiah. (: but then...that government indirectly ask us to go home. FKER. mariani mdm was running to us, and asking us to hurry up. wtf.


if you feel insignificant,
so what am i?
I'm not a part of eagles,
just another passer-by.

some people say they feel
as though as they dont belong,
but fk them for they have
people who wants them in the squad.

and i'm just so sick,
cause it's bad enough i'm hurt.
those people made me feel like shit
make me want to hurl.


blah to the stupid poem. but i'm just really pissed. and i'm so freakin' underappreciated. so insignificant. and like i say before, "IGNORE ME LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO." if you deny, you're a liar. and hell yeah. GOH people, i know your drills up to standard. so, you can say we suck. you can mock us for our mistakes. you can make fun of our actions. you may talk behind our back. make us feel unwanted. it's okay. it's nothing new. YOU GUYS will never change.

- JOY you've left me once again. nobody to turn to. cause every one has their issues.