hohos. finally okay i guess? but honestly, who CARED? haiz. actually, i realised all the feelings im feeling and this "past" memory that keeps reoccuring...well, i realised it's ALL MY FAULT. i let unhappiness befall upon me. i let my weakness control my strengths. yes. the past memory, i CREATED it. it's all CAUSE BY ME. no one else to blame. :|


i guess, the problems im facing is just like swimming in shallow water. nothing bigger than that. thus, one shouldnt make a big fuss out of their small problems. Find a solution, or move on. did you know that are other people who are MORE unfortunate than you? if we think that the whole world are on our shoulders, than to them, the whole entire GALAXY is on theirs. cause, as humans, we tend to neglect and take advantage of what we have. the word here is UNDERAPPRECIATE.


people are all created as equals. i mean it. you are rich, as he wants to test how long you may remain humble. you are poor, as he wants to test your patience. forgive my BAD BAD philosphy. i feel people are now forgetting that they DO NOT OWN ANYTHING, but it is he who owns it.


- aku bersyukur kepadaMU kerana kamu telah memberi aku kemewahan sebuah keluarga.

ENGLISH: i'm thank you for you have given me the wealth of a family.