I should have done this earlier, but I didn't.
I decided to stop blogging HERE.
Cause I want memories of me to fade away from whoevers life.
I hate it when I whine on and on.
Now, may you delete my link from your links, whatever.
Wont be update HERE for now. SO LONG.

I simply cant take all the
LA LA LIES...

today GRYPHON training. whee. VERY slack leh. change to full-u. then do nothing much. LOL. -.- after that change to PT. like waste time. CAMPCRAFT was a total bore. saw that E.LEE's face, i also sian one laa. WTH! in the end, they naturally split themselves into two groups. one group boys, the other girls plus fadly and saiful. haha. -.- HOW HOW? How to make campcraft fun one?


whee. then SLACK like nobody's business. angerlina wanted to play game, but we couldnt get our eyes off the SCOUTS. they kena tekan like MAD one. then changing parade, one after another. RUTHLESS! Faggot purposely dropped one of their red scarves. then, poor thing laa. that cheksiong until not enough time to wear his shirt. then, they do pumping in the rain. INHUMAN faggots! urgh.


some lame PHOTOs to make up for the lame post:



CHOCOLATE ball on a METAL table. ((:



TRAITOR! Look at the emblem on the red scarf!



FADLY, look front.


- at least, i know there is someone worth living for.

went to the CID COMPLEX. the bus trip was fun cause those people were so funny. there were those who sat like 3 to 2 seats. and i was like sitting SOLO. blah. suddenly, MR TAN sat beside me. so i like screamed laa. -.- HAHA.


oh. couldnt take that much pics cause not allowed. and the slideshow was so GRUESOME laa. but, somehow i didnt feel queasy or anything. STRANGE... cause when i watch a horror movie the last time, i was covering my eyes with the popcorn box the whole time. and i scratched nadiah's hand. OH GOSH. haha. i love police officers. their pronounciation damn cool. ((:


bus trip home was HIGH at first laa. cause weiqing and weichong sat behind. LOL. "RED COLOUR CAR..." shrieked weiqing. LOL. i love taking dumb photos of SHAOHUI laa. she damn cute! ((: CHANSEY; we never take photo again. WTH?!? anyway, got some pics laa. ((:



GREEN COLOUR CAR!



MUSHROOM alvin. ((:



SHAOHUI & some random kid. LOOK at that stupid face. -.-


so, this has absolutely nothing to do about just now. but i have like WAAAAY too many pics of SLPYbear that i have to share it. yes, he talks to REAL LIVE HUMAN BEINGS! i wonder what made him change... ((: LOL.



Here we have SLPYbear deep in thought. so CUTE!



Here we have SLPYbear laughing at the table. so CUTE!



Here we have SLPYbear saluting? so CUTE!


LOL!

whee. it's morning but i'm bored already. LATER got CID COMPLEX thingy. i lazy go lor. but heck, anything to keep myself sane. argh. and there was this HUGE grasshopper in my parent's room. it's was HUGE with a capital H, U, G & E. i didnt take a pic of it, cause i dare not go so close. i'm scared it might JUMP onto my phone, crawl up onto my face, do the rain dance & it will rain, HEAVILY. -.- or i might just be TRAUMATISED of grasshoppers for life. oh well. it was very pretty though.


i promised CHANSEY i wont run away when taking pics with her. (: i so love my pokemon gang laa. <33 CHANSEY, PSYDUCK & POLIWHIRL


- i know, you've moved on.

oh, i'm almost SPEECHLESS now. darn. i sound like a SEXY man now. but it hurts my throat like mad just to say "I SUCK." and i want to stop fussing about how SUCKY life is. blah. darn, it's going to be hard. but i avoided 2 chances to see that person. i'm HAPPY. crazy. -.-


gryphon training. i felt handicapped cause i couldnt give commands. and, near the ending i walked out. i'm a failure. but heck, people dont realise my absence. NOR appreciate my presence. doesnt matter. oh. and i get MOODY during rainy days. so, dont blame me for acting so STUPID today.


CHANSEY, CHUNJIE & EUSIN did make my day. oh. taking pics of weiseong was really fun. cause he was very cute. (: haiz.


- I'M A BIG FAT(SKINNY) LIAR!

DUMB INSOMNIA. i've been trying to sleep from 12 midnight till now. no use. -.- argh. die HUDA, die. i'm back again to my old anti-social, LOSER self. blah. no more FOCUS. whole body ACHES. throat feels like SHIT. been thinking too much. dont care about other people cause nobody else cares. CRAP. i need to go out somewhere else than school. SCHOOL stinks laa. cause gt too many people. TOO crowded. also got that somebody, ARGH. complain, complain. WHY WONT YOU JUST STAB ME? WHY DONT YOU JUST SUFFOCATE ME? WHY WONT YOU JUST STOP PRETENDING? WHY WONT YOU??

DIE HUDA DIE! cause it doesnt matter anyway.

ahhh. so, these few weeks i've been having those i-am-such-a-loser-that-i-know-that-no-one-cares-so-i-would-just-ignore-everyone-cause-i-am-too-tired-of-putting-up-with-all-their-shit-so-people-should-leave-me-alone-to-rot-in-the-corner-of-the-room days. haiz. dont feel great at all. keep feeling like i dont belong, anywhere? so, maybe last minute i wont be going chalet cause i just dont like people. grrr. ANTI-SOCIAL days. goodness. but at least little miss SHAOHUI sent the forbidden city song, so i cn sing my heart away. haiz.


dumb laa. every day also got school. every day have to see people. esp certain people. SICKENING. :|

HAPPY FIFTEEN, KAREN!


post specially for karen. ((: FIFTEEN already. just 1 more year before watching NC-16 movies. anyway, it's great having you as a friend alright. i forgot when we FIRST met. but it should be ard sec 2. ((: and we started of saying random HIs and BYEs to each other. in SEC 3, fate brought us and 42 other people into one class. WE GOT CLOSER? HAHA. it's awesome having you around. hearing your HUH? and your WHAT THE HELLs?. ((: and me going to your blog. and EVERY ONE commenting on how nice your layouts are. it's awesome. YOU ARE creative, friendly & loved. and also, the KARENresearchTeam doing extensive research on who in the world HLmilk is. darn. we still cant figure it out. -.- anyway, wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ((: i love you, my MAGNET.

i dont think you're my friend anymore. i wont put my TRUST in you or even CARE. cause, where we you when i needed you? NEVER THERE. you have way BETTER friends who cn make you a million times happier. it doesnt matter if we have known each other for years now does it? DID IT EVER MATTER? i AM your second hand friend. SO LONG, my EX-friend. may you stop being nice to me and pretending that you even cared. may you stop USING and wasting my time. may you be happier. may we go our seperate ways, FOREVER. may you replace me, or maybe i have already been replaced. please forget me. dont be mad if i ignore you, cause i'm too tired of caring abt you. dont be sad if i leave you, cause i know you wont until i'm really gone. BLESS YOU, sincerely.

Hit me with your light
Will you catch me if I fall
I would give my life
If it meant anything at all
Lord help me carry on
Will you be there when I'm gone

goodness. never update cause i was too depressed and tired. and i missed PRISON BREAK lor. anyway. yesterday STUNK cause of the dumbo 2nd CLASS DRILL BADGE TEST. only non-GOH people take it cause our drills suck? HECK.


anyway. i find it TOTALLY unfair laa. the fact that we had to do SOLO RIFLE DRILLS with timing. -.- all eyes on you. so, i kind of panicked. and my JET PLANE CRASH LANDED. the timing and my execution totally different. but shane was funny self-proclaiming that he is "ENTHUSIASTIC". but really laa, he did well. out of so many of us, only 5 people passed. I'M ONE OF THE FAILURES!. oh gosh. after that, i felt REALLY REALLY upset. tengku was being optimistic. GOSH. I'm a failed SGT laa. i plan to demote, dont care. i will steal the CPL rank from the np room. ((:


heck. some random pics, just cause i like it:




((: I LOVE pucker FISH!




SIAMESE nuggets.




BI XIA. had a LOL-ing time with her during BIO lesson. ((:




ORANGE lantern with WEI CHONG'S SEXY LEG. it's really nice.

goodness. i missed MR CHONG'S PHYSICS lesson for this civil defence course at YISHUN. haha. we got this really cool HANDBOOK. it looks like a tape cover.





anyway. the whole course was alright laa. i gt to RESUSCITATE a dummy. ((: it's like shit laa. i took a pic of the DUMMY's face. then, nadiah put her hand on the nose hole. IT LOOKS VERY _______. goodness. haha. had a great time being a FAILED REDCROSS member. anyway. there was a lunch break. TOOK PICS again. HAHA.




OH GOSH. She was borned to be a firefighter!




My favourite kind of SHU.




LOL. inpromptu. I must be laughing really hard. ((:




at the corner of a wall. NADIAH's PRO photography.




CHIN KHENG! He is darn photogenic. MISTER PHOTOGENIC 2006.


FUN time laa. gas chamber esp. NADIAH did a great job covering the air con. grouped with nadiah danial fadly saiful and nazurah. it rocked. danial and fadly pull the plastic bag until gt tension. LOL. then we opened the door lor. ((: HAHA. had to do pumping. LOL. some people thought it was because i was video-ing other people kana punish. DUMMIEs! NEVER ASSUME lor. as if you guys can do proper pumping. JASON and I everytime kana forced to be punished by MARIANI WOMAN. DAMN. :| ate at burger king. LALALALAs.


R is for REDCROSS. I LOVE REDCROSS.