DUMB INSOMNIA. i've been trying to sleep from 12 midnight till now. no use. -.- argh. die HUDA, die. i'm back again to my old anti-social, LOSER self. blah. no more FOCUS. whole body ACHES. throat feels like SHIT. been thinking too much. dont care about other people cause nobody else cares. CRAP. i need to go out somewhere else than school. SCHOOL stinks laa. cause gt too many people. TOO crowded. also got that somebody, ARGH. complain, complain. WHY WONT YOU JUST STAB ME? WHY DONT YOU JUST SUFFOCATE ME? WHY WONT YOU JUST STOP PRETENDING? WHY WONT YOU??