I decided to TRY to be more cool and less loud today. I TRIED to smile and laugh less. Yes, I did try! Maybe I should make it a habit. Every day I would start to lose friends, but real friends are those that stick by you in moments like this. Real friends will bother to ask, "where were you?" and "is anything wrong?". I'm hoping to have those kind of friends. And, I do have a handful. (:


Sec 1 recruitment drive. I didn't bother to make an effort to wear my full-u just to do a crummy cheer. I didn't have the heart. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE is all they needed to attract those Sec 1 attentions, so let them be. The three of us went around looking at the different UGs stations. I was astounded by the SCOUTS structures, which was way impressive compared to the other 2 CCAs in the field. And NCC should have done rifle drills! They had the gloves and the rifles, all they need to do is some fancy drills. (: Go, KAHMING! Haha.


Once again, I'm sorry for not being there. I know we had a promise to SHINE in this CCA since it is our final year. But I really wasn't at all keen of doing so. I felt every bit underappreciated after all that I had surrendered my mind, body and soul to. I know I must be optimistic, but honestly I can't. I hope you become a staff sergeant. Cause I truly believe you deserve every single stroke on your rank.