MUAHAHA. I'm in love with INDONESIAN songs. :D I TRULY AM. Anyway, I'm still alive and breathing fresh air. I don't enjoy MARCH holidays. Cause there's more to do compared to normal school days. GOSH. I realised life haven't been going so well for me. I'm not going to blame the world for being so unlucky. It's merely Him testing me. I think it is.

CAREERS DAY. I'm a bum and couldn't be bothered to post pics. MUAHAHA. Mrs Teo was angry at the whole group of us for coming late. BAH. We didnt get late slips! I blame it all on william. :D Every one looked totally stunning. Isaac even tucked in his shirt. WOW. Went to swensen's. Jiaying and me were competing to see who's more barbaric. Anyway, nobody thought us table manners. So we proceeded on being the barbarians that we are. Bixia was really lady-like. :D Anyway, while many others enjoyed their time playing around and stuff...I had to rush back to school. BLAH. But, school wasnt all that boring when you have a motormouth teacher sending you to a newly opened shopping centre and treating you to latte. (: Thanks for the BE-VERY-EARLY birthday card.



He left us. He left his wife, left his children. Left his grandchildren. He wasn't able to see his son graduate with a Master's. He didn't have a chance to say goodbye to all his family members. He left at 2AM. He left without a single struggle. He left just like that. He just left. Just like that.

It was my final chance to see him again. I entered his room. His wife sat there on the floor reciting prayers. I held her bony wrinkled hands and kissed it gently as a form of respect to her. She looked weary. Dark circles under her eyes but she wasn't crying. I knew she was staying strong. His children, all grown up, were also by his bedside. I observed the people in the room. Their eyes fixated on a book reciting prayers for him. I saw them silently tearing, forcefully holding back their tears.

He laid there, motionless. I saw his face. It was peaceful and serene as though in a deep slumber. Although his features depicted his old age clearly with wrinkles everywhere but his face radiated and glowed. Although he is 63, it seemed like he underwent a facelift to make him 20 years younger. And I knew, he was a good man. He's forgetful at times, but I could only remember his charming smirk whenever I think of him. May all his sins be forgiven. I can only pray for his happiness there.

3++ in the morning! Okay, I cheated. I got a 4 hours nap in the afternoon and 4 hours of sleep from midnight onwards. TOTAL 8 HOURS of sleep. JOY.

Yesterday was SPORT'S DAY. It's the Sec 4s and Sec 5s FINAL Sport's Day in HS. :/ I'm suddenly feeling a huge loss. BOO. Ran for 400m. I was in the lead okay. CHIONG the first 200m. Then suddenly I couldnt take it. BLAH. Xiaohui overtake. BLAH! A loss is a loss. I admit defeat. DARN it. "My last year leh." Have they no sympathy & respect for their elders? Hoho. Then, ran for relay. For PEER COUNCILLORS. We got a respectable 3rd. Hoho. Alvin thought I was running for NPCC. OOPS. Anyway, the boy's team didn't do that well. SAD. GRRR. But...something nice to rejoice about is: NEPTUNE WON CHEERING COMPETITION again! (: Julie screamed her lungs out as she held the golden trophy in her arms. Haha.

WHEE. WE CAN DO IT. I bust my left knee. :/ GRRR.