I was SUPER emo on saturday alright. Pardon me. Anyway, don't assume it's a mood swing everytime. I have a valid reason to be so EMOtionally active. It's a nice feeling though. People get all poetic when they're... EMOtionally active. (:

I'm totally uninspired to blog. Life has been so routine. Now that drama is finally over, and the Total Defence project is done... I have more time to pay my sleep debts. My eye bags are piling up like mad. Blah... PEOPLE, you can stop reading here. I want a moment to be EMOTIONALLY ACTIVE.

I'll rather go with them, mind you. Forgive me for saying this, but everytime a group of us go out...I'm always on the other end of the table. Well, I am usually on the extreme end of everything. Eating on my own. Minding my own business. While you guys were having a laugh, I just sat there and pretend to understand what the joke was. What's the use in inviting me in the first place? I don't know. This always happens. Like I'm in a league all on my own.

Sometimes, it's best if I were to go all alone, isn't it? Wouldn't it be the same? I'll be eating by myself. Minding my own business, as usual. It's true what that person said, about me having only 1 friend. And now, I feel like that one person is slowly breaking their bonds of friendship with me too. I can't say nevermind and move on with life. I like that feeling of familiarity, that little bit of attention. Anything to make me feel like I exist. I don't know.