Mum was rummaging through the store and she found my old box of Barbie. I didn't realise how attached I was to them until I hold the doll in my hands and actually remembered moments where I 'role-played' in my younger days. Her hair was pretty messed up but as usual, Barbies shall always have the perfect make-up, on their perfect features, plus their perfect hour-glass body and to top it off, the perfect smile. My favourite was a Ballerina Barbie with built-in white pantyhose and ballet slippers. This meant she can't wear any other shoes except for boots. HEH. There was something about her that I like a lot, can't seem to put my hands around it. OH WELL.

Didn't take any pictures even though I wanted to. You know, for memories' sake before they're going to be gone for good. I know doing that would just make it so much harder. Watched JUNO (at like freaking 3am in the morning), and cried during the ending because, well, I know exactly why she was having that bittersweet moment. It's time I let go of my Barbies. Seriously, goodbye.

This song is from Toy Story 2. Describes the story of a toy. From the time when the owner played with her all day to the time she grew up and well, stopped playing with her. Just watch the movie, really loved the song.

WHEN SOMEBODY LOVE ME;
When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me. - Sarah McLachlan

It's hard, you know, to move on and leave things that you love.