Dearest computer, you are my companion through the cold, sleepless nights of doing countless number of payless work that keep piling in more each day. I wish that someone will be willing to share the load but then again, what am I hoping for? Every one has a life, but not me. Every one has something important to attend to, but not me right? Why do I even bother to help, but when it is my turn, getting help seems so difficult/unwilling or even never there at all?
Self, why won't you ever say no?
I bet you think this post is about. And so what if it is?