I wish I could read between the lines and understand people better, finding and reflecting the meanings, true feelings and motives. You can stand next to someone and realise you really don't know them at all. You can be classmates with a person for 4 years, and realised that you don't even know their surname, what they like and what they don't. I yearn to have a complex, love-hate, deep, surreal, dangerous relationship with someone. Like Romeo and Juliet (even if I had never read the play itself). People will go, "You're 18, have fun, life is a joke." But no, I don't want that. I'm ready to move up into the next stage in life. I'm tired of finding myself. Maybe, just maybe, opening up to another will help me find my true self. 3.40AM (I need sleep and Red Bull, urgent)
(by Luis Beltrán)
