Listening to Uh Huh Her now. For a moment, I had this crazy obsession with indie music.

And before that, I spent hours on tumblr looking at shoes and skinny models, obsessing about my weight and the body shape. Then realising, I'm too short to be a model, my legs aren't skinny. I'm not plus size either. The few things that are plus size is the nose and the calves. (I still have issues.) So I thought, why not just go emo and cover my face with hair.

HENCE, WITH THE POWER INVESTED IN ME, I NEED TO GET BOOTS. Those heavy rocker kind that will make people quiver in fear or disgust. Then again, I might be having those low self-esteem days and totally decide not to wear them.

I want to go out and spend raya money real soon, on good food.

Pimples be gone,

Huda

I'm not a fan of heavily photoshopped pictures (I think), but the font looked a bit off, so I just thought, "What the heck?" Anyhoos, HAPPY BEEFDAY TEGAN AND SARA! Am anticipating the pre-release of their new tracks! They also are going to publish books but sadly, need to pre-order and it comes together with the CD. Imagine how much I'll need to pay for the shipping...do they even ship to Singapore?

It's the end of the fasting month, btw. Need to start cleaning up, but I'm not really in a tidy OCD mood at all. Yikes.

I want hair treatment now,

Huda

Read this hilarious book called "Politically Correct Bedtime Stories". I laughed my blow horns off while weeping because of the way the genius author, James F. Garner, rewrites the old time classics of Snow White, Little Red Riding Hood, and other stories. It is madly hilarious and not the slapstick kind, where it's funny to see the reaction of one getting hit in the groin or anything of that sort. Just incredibly witty.


I have spoken.


Bye.

I'm in the mood to do some mindless ranting.


On beautiful people

Clothes look good on people with nice, fit (and skinny) bodies. Shoes look good on people with long, slender legs. Hair look good on those with a pretty face (and even better, a beautiful smile). Even the crappiest of clothes, shoes and hair look good on drop dead gorgeous people.

Need to stop being so shallow.


About the hair

Had a haircut, hated it. Then I realised, my hair had always looked like that - dry and scaly, messy and blah. So, just need to pin, clip, backcomb, wax or do whatever to the hair and work with it. I need to work with what I got.

Need to stop being so shallow.


About my shoe lust

Click here for shoe heaven.

Stumbled upon this site accidentally. It happened just yesterday! I've been aweing at all the different shoes they post here for the past hour or so. Can't stand the fact that the shoes are worn by people with nice, long, slendy legs and well, mine is pretty muscular (not pretty, just very muscular). I saw a reflection of myself and was disgusted (as usual).

Googled on how to lose the calves' muscles and it made me lose hope. So, I just need to stick to wearing skinnies and leggings. Or, overwork the muscles - which could lead to possible side effects.

Need to stop being so shallow.


About female urinals

Click here for portable urinals for females.

Simply put, GoGirl is the way to stand up to crowded, disgusting, distant or non-existent bathrooms. It’s a female urination device (sometimes called a FUD) that allows you to urinate while standing up. It’s neat. It’s discreet. It’s hygienic.

GoGirl is easy to use. Just lower your panties, and put GoGirl against your body, forming a seal. Aim and, well, pee. Pretty simple, huh?

I'm not kidding - from the website itself. It looks like a funnel! People are amazing creatures.



Need to pee in a proper urinal now.


Huda

Since the mojo to work has died (or until I find 'the' job), I have hours of freedom, boredom and sloth-dom. Am going to read CLEO everyday and cut out pictures of pretty people and things and collage them, whenever I get into the mood. Or maybe I shall just buff the nails until they wear out. At least there are plans to go out so the concession won't be such a waste. Need to go to the library soon or sing under a tree with a guitar and a silly companion. Anyhoos, here's the holiday to-do list which I wish to accomplish, eventually.



I need to stop dreaming and start living,

Huda

Went through close to a 100 pages of fuckyeahskinnybitch to compile all of this. Pure commitment. Need to do something to the hair to save it. Hot-oil treatment, ceramic straightening, surgery or even a wig. And shopping.

But first, clear out the wardrobe and murder some crows.

I wish I had your hair,

Huda


p.s: Added a new favourite link, Rhombus for really stylish geeky wear eventhough there isn't much.

Just cried my eyes out moments ago. Ended my long-term FGR(furniture-girl relationship) with the leather sofa of 10 years. It was extremely painful. However, got myself the leather material (am still figuring out what to do with it - bag, notebook cover?) I did a lot of thinking, dreaming, sitting, singing, crying, laughing and other verbs that you can possibly think of that relates to sofa. It felt like I was married to him. Urgh. My whole face is red now.

I was lying and cuddling good ol' sofa for the last time and then this little boy (who is actually the neighbour on the 2nd floor that I never met) stared at me for the longest of time. Looked up at the sky while lying on the sofa, thinking, "I'll never get to do this ever again." And if I did, it will never be the same feeling.

The living room is so empty right now (and so is the heart). I can hear the echo of my voice. Okay. My face is still red. Need to numb the face now. Below are some random webcam pictures of me with the sofa.


I loved my sofa, most ardently

Huda