I really wish I had a twin. Or just someone who knows what I'm feeling but doesn't express it as maladaptively as I do. I don't care what gender, as long as that person is emotionally stable. I need a rock, with a soft but firm center. I need somebody to tell me that it's okay to screw up but you know that I can do it. I need you to just stick by me, let me know you're there, and you genuinely care. I need someone who can give me ideas, who is creative, who expresses well with words. You gave me colour, you gave me happiness. And your presence just eases my troubled heart.

I used to think you as my rock. But, you're just a rock.

And I'm just a control freak who is ironically losing control of life.



Get a grip,

Self.