gosh. feeling like shit AGAIN. ): not myself these days... i also have no idea. maybe MOOD SWINGS or just this stupid stupid past memory that keeps reoccuring in my head. ARGH. there's just this coat of unhappiness surrounding me. this SAD aura that overprotects me. ): i'm finding it harder and harder to find reasons to smile? i realised i keep shutting myself from the world. just plug my ears to those earphones and forget my problems.


well, i tried to forget those hurtful things that happened to me...yes. TRIED. i guess going to school was one of the solutions. cause yesterday i ALMOST got high again with those np people. i love it when we got to spray on that cardboard. (: oh wells. it was good while it lasted... here are some pics to lighten up this stupid blog.



he whom shall not be named.



he, who drools.



what those colours meant.



where do i belong.



who i used to be, who SHE was born to be.



what yesterYEARS brings...



when will this last